Twenty Ten!!

Today is the last day of 2010..!!! Shall copy Sq and post a list of things done in TWENTY-TEN..!!!

Jan - May (Still under NS)::

Jan: was rather packed becos of preparation for ATEC.. many things to learn and to train..

Feb: goin off to Thailand for the actual ATEC..!! Training missions and Actual ATEC missions.. i wont forget the load i took for the last mission..!! a matador and a signal set up a steep hill..!! things also happened during the 2nd mission, causing the mission to be cut off halfway.. Me and KC were left stranded on top of a 282 knoll without water..

Mar: Back from Thailand and tot tat we are done with everything else except for our veri own ORD parade..!! BUT..!!! our coy were ask to march for the COC for the COA and CDF..!! day and night training everyday..!! march and march..!!

Apr: went for CADC's FOC.. Went for bridging classes and marks the start of my Uni life.. =D

May: ORD loh..!!! ORD-ed on the 100510..!!

Jun: Started part time job at CISCO.. not the security officer kind.. jus a warehouse kind.. packing things and all.. pay was rather low but is near my hse and we are under contract..

July: FOD and FOC..!! FOD was kinda boring didnt get to be very close with them.. decided to sign up for FOC to get to know more ppl.. And tat's the RIGHT decision..!! met a group of Awesome ppl..!! i named them Awesomies..!! THEY ARE THE PINKIES..!!! had a awesome time in camp, thanks to our very awesome OGL Han Zhong and Gris.!! and tis mark the official start of my UNI life..!!

Aug: one major event is goin Genting with a small group of the PINKIES..!!! First time taking roller coaster and goin into Casino to lose 50Rm.. doesnt matter lah.. it's for the fun of it..

Sep: Telemarketin job in tanjong pagar.. is for prudential de.. jus callin to fix appt for my consultant.. my colleagues are really good ppl too..!!

Nov: FOOD HUNT..!!! oh forgot to mention..! Joined SRC and was part of the FH team..!!! got to know yet another groups of veri awesome ppl..!! =D

Dec: started work in this Jap KTV lounge.. got to see life in a rather different way..

that's a summary of how my 2010 passed.. :)

The League. My L.O.V.E. =D

My love, my love

She's so sexy, so cool
She's the baddest girl I seen
I'm wonderin why
I only see her in my dreams
The love of my life,
She's the only one for me
My l-o-v-e, oh my l-o-v-e

Baby, you're my shooting star
Ride with me and I'll take you far
Explore the world, and back around
You lift me up, and you hold me down (you hold the crown)
And you make this team
There's no couple like this, king & queen
There's no other couple like, you & me
You're the girl of my dreams, my everything
I love this feelin, your love is healin
I need it, I breathe it
No way I'd ever leave it
I'm so into you, don't know what I'd do
Your love is so true
It's just me & my boo

She's so sexy, so cool
She's the baddest girl I seen
I'm wonderin why
I only see her in my dreams
The love of my life,
She's the only one for me
My l-o-v-e, oh my l-o-v-e

I never thought I'd find another love like this
I'll never forget the first time we kissed (we kissed)
Your body against mine
The touch of your skin, your lips
Such a beautiful kiss (such a beautiful kiss)

My l-o-v-e, she elevate me
She fly & so free, was blind now I see
And without her, now what would I be
Not what I am, but I'd still be a g
I'd still be hype, I'd still shine bright
But who'd be there to hold me so tight
Who'd be there when it's lonely at night
My wife, so right, the love of my life

She's so sexy, so cool
She's the baddest girl I seen
I'm wonderin why
I only see her in my dreams
The love of my life,
She's the only one for me
My l-o-v-e, oh my l-o-v-e

We're so picture perfect, I can't imagine
My life without you (l-o-v-e)
It's like I'm floatin on air, whenever you're here
Baby come with me and I'll take you there

She's so sexy, so cool
She's the baddest girl I seen
I'm wonderin why
I only see her in my dreams
The love of my life,
She's the only one for me
My l-o-v-e, oh my l-o-v-e

She's so sexy, so cool
She's the baddest girl I seen
I'm wonderin why
I only see her in my dreams
The love of my life,
She's the only one for me
My l-o-v-e, oh my l-o-v-e
L-o-v-e, l-o-v-e
L-o-v-e, l-o-v-e

She's so sexy, so cool
She's the baddest girl I seen
I'm wonderin why
I only see her in my dreams
The love of my life,
She's the only one for me
My l-o-v-e, oh my l-o-v-e
(Oh my l-o-v-e)

drowning myself with water again..!! i really hate tis sick feelin..!! nothing is productive..!!! half the time i'm blowing my nose..!! cant concentrate at all..!!! irritating...!!!!

maybe you dont know.. maybe you know but choose to ignore or avoid....

i rather you NOT know....

last sunday was the SCSM.. walked/run for 44.195+ km all together..!! why..? because the baggage collection is at the F! pit while the end point is at Padang..!! we actually ran pass the F1 pit and den ends at Padang den walk all the way back to collect our bags.. but really much thanks to Terence and Gerald throughout the run..!! again i'm the liability to them..!!

it's actually a bad experience altogether..!! not the first time i ran a full marathon but is really bad.. the result is far worse than my previous run maybe due to the sun and the lack of sleep prior to the run..!! hm.. lesson learnt.. running with a headache is so not fun..!! i think for sometime, i wont be runnin as much le.. really got a slight phobia of running for now..

now body is quite weak.. got fever and all.. jus hope i can recover asap..!!! if not cant work on thurs and fri le..!! ):

last day of Home Alone Series..!!

today didnt accomplish much.. woke up at 9.30, wonderin whether to go for PBF.. end up went to school, met up wif Denise and Sq to pass SQ the RunAcross T and decided to skip the lecture totally..! but i did scan the card.. actually we are havin a test on chapt 4 and 5 de.. but i didnt attend so asked Christopher to help me get the paper.. hope he had taken for me.. Sorry to him and the lecturer for ponning the lecture.. this is the very first time i skipped a lesson totally..!! i mus really do well for PBF..!!

oh.! btw, i drove to SIM, den send SQ to BBDC before heading home.. cooked myself lunch and den completed the another half of the audit files.. leavin me with 2more to be done by tml(Sunday)..!! after completing the files, i nap for a while, until i woke up becos of the heavy rain..!! damn heavy lah..!! pouring into my livin room lor..!! lucky i still go around the house to check for open windows..!! haha..

went for dinner at grandma's hse and den off to work.. today's work supposed to end at 3.. but apparently there's this group of usual customers who always stays till 3.30..!! so end up, i reached home onli like 4.44..?! YES I SAW THAT MAGICALLY NUMBER..!! :(

Home Alone Diary Day 2..!!

Jus reached home not very long ago again..!! first day working at tis Japan KTV which Jeff introduced..!! today wasnt busy at all..!! managed to be slackin all the way.. damn sian.. work ended at 2 am but reached home onli at 3.20.. long ride home.. hm.. but at least i'm home..

2nd day of home alone.. grandmothers have been veri caring during this two days.. Ah Ma will call at times to see if i'm doin good.. Wai Po ask me go her hse for dinner..!! it's really nice to have ppl to care abt you..!!

:)

Day one of Home Alone..!!

jus can back not very long ago.. hm.. actually rather long le lah.. one hour..!? been doin the auditin after showering..!!

came back from Mambo-ing with FH peeps..!! it was FUN..!! lesser of the camwhoring, but still managed to take lots of pics wif Shannon's new camera..!!

goin to sleep soon.. till got lect at 12 later..!! waking up at 10 (i hope)..!!! =D

Nitex ppl..!! =D

2more days to home alone!!!

tis mornin work up at 7.30.. after showeriing den realised tat the test is at 9..!! was slightly late but still, failed it.. lucky it's not some UOL exams..!! kinda emo after tat.. i think if i fail any of my UOL units, i will jus COL..!!

after tat head to airport to see my parents off..! they are goin CHINA..!! so went and had lunch wif them, see them go into the transit area den shop around alone.. much tempted to spent and spurge but still retrained myself..!

head back to school for POA.. Today is monday..!! as usual, revision day again..!! spent much time on waiting for my dinner.. apparently i wan to eat RICE but the japanese stall jus happens to finish it's RICE..!! so waited for the very kind auntie to cook.. meanwhile she keep apologise abt the wait and even gave me one Chawanmushi..!!

After dinner carried on with revision..!! and got rather emo suddenly.. so ya.. frankly speakin, i havent got any better.. haiz.. dont noe wat's wrong wif me also.. jus emo.. haha.. hope tml will be better ba.. tml will be the last day for me in Xerox tower as a telemarketer le..!! starting work somewhere else..!

hm.. off to have some choco therapy..

Done wif 4.3Km tis morning..!! took 23mins..!! ran with Gary Ng..!!!

Yest couldnt sleep very well because i was afraid that i will wake up late tis mornin for the run and caused 3more ppl to miss the run..!! anyway, managed t0 wake up at 5, showered and fetch SQ, Gary and Denise to Bedok Reservoir for the RUN ACROSS..!!

Actually we were supposed to report at 7.30, but we set off earlier to get a parking lot..!! but apparently we all received a sms saying tat the parking lot was full at 4am..!! so we actually took our time and also got abit lost while heading to AMK.. haha.. but still, we are early..!! reached at 7..!! *oh. sorry Judith for not fetching you, u had 'punched' me le..!*

after the run, took lots of pics and den head to Bedok Central for lunch and den home..!! went for short nap.. supposed to be down for only 45min but ended waking up after 1.5hours..!! woke up, revised abit den went JP for dinner wif ML,HQ,JY,and ZH..!! havent seen them for some time le..!! was nice chatting again..!! =D

tml supposed to have dodgeball de.. but i think we couldnt get the slots, so end up nth again.. will be goin for test tml morning.. maybe heading down airport to send my parents off..!! they goin CHINA..!! *did i mention tat my brother and dasao went JAPAN on sat..!?* ENVY much~~~

hm.. will be sleepin soon.. another long say tml..!! =D

decided to blog abt something.. nth in mind to blog abt actually, but jus want to update tis place...!!

hm.. let me see.. Updates in my life...

Firstly, FoodHunt is OVER..!! ): Although one less commitment to deal wif, but the meetings, people, fun we had, food we ate will be very much missed..!!! anyways, FoodHunt was very very successful..!! till now i haven heard any complaints..!! AWESOME COMM..!!! Next up will be the FH Chalet..!!! looking forward to it..!!! =D

Next, my work as a TELEMARKETER in Prudential is coming to an end..! decided to stop there becos of the very few contribution to my bosses (i feel guilty), the distance traveled (considering i'm saving up.!), and the timin of work.. i previously mentioned that is a very flexible timing work..!! but i can onli work on Mon and Tue mornings..!! and after tat rush for school.. so decided to stop there and pick up another part time job..!!

hm.. have been trying hard to reduce my expenditure.. but i got a feeling tat my past habits of 'just spend' is comin back..!!!! long ago, when i'm buying things(especially food), i will 'just spend onli'..! den only few weeks back.. i decided to cut down on everything..!! so i become very much caution regarding how much i'm spending..!! but now, seems like i will 'just spend' again..!! NOT GOOD....!!!! :(

hm.. shall cont again soon.. heading for school in awhile..!! ECONS..!!! (:

have a gf..??

abt having a gf, i'm thinkin whether to or not to have one.. not saying tat if i wan one, i can get it with a snap of my fingers.. but jus to think abt the pros and cons of it, makes me consider hard..

take for example, if i like tis girl now, will she like me..!?

although very much i would like her to be my girlf, i wouldnt want her to be treated lightly becos of my other commitments.. study, work, cca, friends.. i know myself.. i rather over protective and possessive boyf.. i also understand tat not all girls can accept this..

another point is i dont noe how to woo a girl..!! wat shld i do to go after tat girl whom i'm interested in..? i worry of 弄巧反拙.. haiz.. i dont like the feeling tat she got distance from me.. as a cancerian, i tend to be overly emotional.. especially when i feels tat she's distancing from me.. which i noe is NOT GOOD at all..!! Normally i will take action only when i noe she also got feeling for me.. this makes lots of things easier.. but i think tat things tat are achieved easily usually not veri much cherished..

BUT..!! THE POINT IS I DONT WAN A GirlF now..!! ): 就算 i really got someone in mind, i have to wait.. or shld i not wait..!?! haiz~~~~

complicated life~~~

Complicated thinkin of mine~~

have been wondering about a few things recently..

actually, life's sad.. everyone are born, den grow up as normal.. den expected to study very hard to get good results in order to get a better job in the future.. when u start workin, you will have to work hard to reach the top of the organization.. this is jus so that you will be financially independent.. other than working hard, one also expected to find a partner and get married.. after which, give birth and the kids has to go through whatever mentioned above..

why do we all have to go through this template..!?!? studying hard, and working hard for 40 over years jus to 'enjoy' the rest of the lifetime..?! hm.. i think it's quite meaningless..

Hi All..!!

HAPPY HALLOWEEN..!!!

Havent been updating tis website for sometime loh... jus here to clear up the dust abit.. hehe.. School had started for 2months already..!? well.. school work's goin fine.. am still workin part time at the telemarketer job.. but the work is onli Mon and Tues morning..! so onli workin for pathetic 8hrs every week..! for the 'just-enough' allowance, i have to cont..!! no choice..!!

Recently found out that the transport cost is really veri high..!! why isnt there concessions for adults..!? i already gave up hope on askin why SIM cant be regarded as one of the local U and give the student concession le.. but anyway, was searchin for the concession for myself, i read up tis..::

Transfer Rules

Pay with an EZ-Link or NETS Flashpay stored value card You may make up to 5 transfers within a single journey, with a 45-minute allowance between each transfer You can take up to 2 hours to complete your journey You can enter and exit the train network only once in a journey and You should not take the same bus service number more than once in a journey

Make use of the right transferring to safe up..!! plan your route..!! haha..

Actually i also dont really know y i keep saving up..! for my future i guess..!? haha.. at tis point of time, i got no time for alot of things.. jus save lor.. for RAINY days..!!

hm.. dont noe wat else to type le(excuse)..

ok.. i'm lazy..!!

back to revision le..!! =D

bb..!

did i mention tat i was in selected for SRC..?! was in the Projects Committee.. in Food Hunt event.. but frankly speakin, i'm abit regretted signing up for SRC.. kinda tied down by lots of stuffs..

i need to start plannin..!! planning for my future and life le..!! many many things i need to focus on..!!

the many things are::

1. family.

2. studies.

3. friends.

4. work(s).

5. CCA.

6. training (running).

the above is wat i can think of now.. need to think of more revenue earnings becos of my high expenditure..!!

maybe i shld reduce my spending by:

1. Eating out less;

2. Eating less;

3. Eating cheaper;

4. Travel less;

5. Stay home more;

6. Meet up with friends less;

7. All of the above..!

it jus sucks to feel poor..!! even asking allowances from my dad since unfilial.. but~~~ haiz.. wat to do..?! jus start plannin abt my finance properly lor.. money doesnt come easily.. but save and scrimp is the best method le..!!

back to post after so so so long..!!!

things are goin fine tis few weeks.. started workin part time at Prudential.. AS A TELEMARKETER..!!! NOT AN AGENT...!!! so dont siam me, or give me a weird look..!! anyway, not bad a job. at least flexible timing and good pay.. best of all, great bosses..!! haha..

Still waiting for the start of Uni..!! have been waiting for so so so lonng too..!!! startin onli 20th..!! but at least i found someone wif the same class as me for Marketing le..!!! :D

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Yest went for JiaWen's bday celebration at Le Bar.! Drank, had fun, sang..!! :D

had fun till the morning, me and ZH went to Bugis for breakfast at McDonalds and chat alot..! abt regrets, life, love and future..!! haha.. guess we both are worryin abt similar things... haha..

anyway, things will get better once i grad, and am stable in my career..! :D (HOPEFULLY..!)

:D

i guess i'm jus lazy to blog..!!

Weeks have past since my last post.. been through alot of activities during the weeks..

first will be the UOL (SRC) FOC.. it had been sometime for myself to be a camper again.. i was in Pink OG (OG 10).. The whole camp was great except for the "SP" game.. it's kinda weird for two complete strangers to hold hands throughout the whole SP game.. i mean.. will u start holding hands of ur date on the first date..?! most likely not ba.. but otherwise, i think the camp was great..!! OG 10 is a group of awesome ppl..!! fun and interesting to hang around wif..!! i got a feelin my UOL experience wont be boring ever since i know them..!! :D

the rest of the weeks are working and outings wif the awesome OG10..!! (jus lazy to elaborate more).. :D

Yest marks the end of the Volvo job.. the pay was quite low if you talk abt the things that u are supposed to do.. but ppl there are quite nice.. so ya..

went for CADC's CA's event after work.. they had BBQ.. i think they had fun.. i didnt.. see familiar faces there.. but didnt mingle wif the juniors much cos i dont wan to let ppl have chance to say i go down to hong gals.. like ya.. anyway, good to see few of them although they might be wondering why the hell i go down for..

after tat, went for Island Creamery wif YY, Ml and Deyi.. Allan and his gf went off as soon as they bought the ice creams.. rushing off to fetch his aunt.. so ya.. ice cream wasnt really nice i guess.. got even moodier after eating..

drove my bro to airport.. set off from home at 12+... like late.. came back alone... in less than 30mins.. average speed of 120km/h.. i guess i'm still lucky not to get caught for speeding.. haha.. anyway, my bro is off to Taiwan.. Envy..!! :(

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went out for another work today.. went 3places.. Tiong Bahru, Bugis and Tampines.. promoting for BreadTalk's 10 anniversary promotion..

BreadTalk Promotion..!!

Breads: 1 for $1.10

Buy 10 will be 10 dollars..!!

had been shouting tis for few hours.. limitless times... i guess if tonite i were to dream, is definitely on the promotion..!! maybe i might jus mumble some out..

三 字 经

人之初，性本善。性相近，习相远。

苟不教，性乃迁。教之道，贵以专。

昔孟母，择邻处。子不学，断机杼。

窦燕山，有义方。教五子，名俱扬。

养不教，父之过。教不严，师之惰。

子不学，非所宜。幼不学，老何为。

玉不琢，不成器。人不学，不知义。

为人子，方少时。亲师友，习礼仪。

香九龄，能温席。孝于亲，所当执。

融四岁，能让梨。弟于长，宜先知。

首孝悌，次见闻。知某数，识某文。

一而十，十而百。百而千，千而万。

三才者，天地人。三光者，日月星。

三纲者，君臣义。父子亲，夫妇顺。

曰春夏，曰秋冬。此四时，运不穷。

曰南北，曰西东。此四方，应乎中。

曰水火，木金土。此五行，本乎数。

十干者，甲至癸。十二支，子至亥。

曰黄道，日所躔。曰赤道，当中权。

赤道下，温暖极。我中华，在东北。

寒燠均，霜露改。右高原，左大海。

曰江河，曰淮济。此四渎，水之纪。

曰岱华，嵩恒衡。此五岳，山之名。

古九州，今改制。称行省，三十五。

曰士农，曰工商。此四民，国之良。

地所生，有草木。此植物，遍水陆。

有虫鱼，有鸟兽。此动物，能飞走。

稻粱菽，麦黍稷。此六谷，人所食。

马牛羊，鸡犬豕。此六畜，人所饲。

曰喜怒，曰哀惧。爱恶欲，七情具。

曰仁义，礼智信。此五常，不容紊。

青赤黄，及白黑。此五色，目所识。

酸苦甘，及辛咸。此五味，口所含。

膻焦香，及腥朽。此五臭，鼻所嗅。

宫商角，及徵羽。此五音，耳所取。

匏土革，木石金。与丝竹，乃八音。

曰平上，曰去入。此四声，宜调叶。

九族者，序宗亲。高曾祖，父而身。

身而子，子而孙。自子孙，至曾玄。

五伦者，始夫妇。父子先，君臣后。

次兄弟，及朋友。当顺叙，勿违背。

有伯叔，有舅甥。婿妇翁，三党名。

凡训蒙，须讲究。详训故，明句读。

礼乐射，御书数。古六艺，今不具。

帷书学，人共遵。既识字，讲说文。

有古文，大小篆。隶草继，不可乱。

若广学，惧其繁。但略说，能知源。

为学者，必有初。小学终，至四书。

论语者，二十篇。群弟子，记善言。

孟子者，七篇止。辨王载，说仁义。

中庸者，子思笔。中不偏，庸不易。

大学者，乃曾子。自修齐，至治平。

此二篇，在礼记。今单行，至治平。

四书通，孝经熟。如六经，始可读。

六经者，统儒术。文作周，孔子述。

易诗书，礼春秋。乐经亡，馀可求。

有连山，有归藏。有周易，三易详。

有典谟，有训诰。有誓命，书之奥。

有国风，有雅颂。号四诗，当讽诵。

周礼者，箸六官。仪礼者，十七篇。

大小戴，集礼记。述圣言，礼法备。

王迹息，春秋作。寓褒贬，别善恶。

王传者，有公羊。有左氏，有谷梁。

尔雅者，善辨言。求经训，此莫先。

古圣著，先贤传。注疏备，十三经。

左传外，有国语。合群经，数十五。

经既明，方读子。撮其要，记其事。

古九流，多亡佚。取五种，修文质。

五子者，有荀扬。文中子，及老庄。

经子通，读诸史。考世系。知终始。

自羲农，至黄帝。号三皇，在上世。

尧舜兴，禅尊位。号唐虞，为二帝。

夏有禹，商有汤。周文武，称三王。

夏传子，家天下。四百载，迁夏社。

汤伐夏，国号商。六百载，至纣亡。

周武王，始诛纣。八百载，最长久。

周共和，始纪年。历宣幽，遂东迁。

周道衰，王纳坠。逞士戈，尚游说。

始春秋，终战国。五霸强，七雄出。

蠃秦氏，始兼并。传二世，楚汉争。

高祖兴，汉业建。至孝平，王莽篡。

先武兴，为东汉。四百年，终於献。

魏蜀吴，争汉鼎。号三国，迄两晋。

宋齐继，梁陈承。为南朝，都金陵。

北元魏，分东西。宇文周，与高齐。

迨至隋，一土宇。不再传，失统绪。

唐高祖，起义师。除隋乱，创国基。

二十传，三百载。梁灭之，国乃改。

梁唐晋，及汉周。称五代，皆有由。

赵宋兴，受周祥。十八传，南北混。

辽兴金，皆夷裔。元灭之，绝宋世。

莅中国，兼戎狄。九十年，返沙碛。

太祖兴，称大明。纪洪武，都金陵。

迨成祖，迁宛平。十六世，至崇祯。

权阉肆，流寇起。自成入，神器毁。

清太祖，兴辽东。金之后，受明封。

至世祖，乃大同。十十世，清祚终。

凡正史，廿四部。益以清，成廿五。

史虽繁，读有次。史记一，汉书二。

后汉三，国志四。此四史，最精致。

先四史，兼证经。参通鉴，约而精。

历代事，全在兹。载治乱，知兴衰。

读史者，考实录。通古今，若亲目。

汉贾董，及许郑。皆经师，能述圣。

宋周程，张朱陆。明王氏，皆道学。

屈原赋，本风人。逮邹枚，暨卿云。

韩与柳，并文雄。李若杜，为诗宗。

凡学者，宜兼通。翼圣教，振民风。

口而诵，心而帷。朝於斯，夕於斯。

昔仲尼，师项橐。古圣贤，尚勤学。

赵中令，读鲁论。波既仕，学且勤。

披薄编，削竹简。波无书，且知勉。

头悬梁，锥刺股。彼不教，自勤苦。

如囊萤，如映雪。家虽贫，学不辍。

如负薪。如挂角。身虽劳，犹苦卓。

苏明允，二十七。始发愤，读书籍。

波既老，犹悔迟。尔小生，宜早思。

若荀卿，年五十。游稷下，习儒业。

波既成，众称异。尔小生，宜立志。

莹八岁，能咏诗。泌七岁，能赋棋。

波颖悟，人称奇。尔幼学，当效之。

蔡文姬，能辩琴。谢道韫，能咏吟。

波女子，且聪敏。尔男子，当自警。

唐刘晏，方七岁。举神童，作正字。

波虽幼，身已仕。尔细学，勉而致。

犬守夜，鸡司晨。苟不学，曷为人。

蚕吐丝，蜂酿蜜。人不学，不如物。

幼习业，壮致身。上匡国，下利民。

扬名声，显父母，光于前，裕于后。

人遗子，金满籯，我教子，帷一经。

勤有功，戏无益。戒之哉，宜勉力。

Results for my bridging course is finally out..!!

I got an A for Maths which means 70% -100%

I got a B+ for Econs which means 60% - 69%..

for the Econs paper, i didnt attempt one of the long question and tat shld cost me 25 marks.. tat means for the rest of the questions i got at most 15% wrong..!! Amazing..!! it's Econs afterall..!! haha.. So happy for myself..!! like wow..!! i finally understand the meaning of 'you reap wat you sow'.. i pays off well for studying so hard.. :D

above is the best news for myself tonite..

another good news is tat i got into JNP le..!! (like finally)

haha.. i think Earnest and Chin also inside liao.. Scout also got in.. hm.. got to be veri nice to work together again..!! :D

Started work at Volvo warehouse today.. the carrying and moving is more than wat i did in Cisco previously.. and the parts are even heavier.. :(

i think my back is breaking soon.. hope i can get out of it asap.. :(

got to go to sleep liao.. nite world..!! :D

since

i cant be your hero anymore.......

i would like to be you guardian angel..can i..?

:)

1st Video..!

first time making video.. had been doin tis for sometime le.. but still cant manage to put transitions in between the pictures.. need to consult veggie first..

anyway, tis video is supposed to be post before my bday.. but it was late..

Nevertheless, hope you all will like it..!! :D

happy birthday..!! (again)

happy birthday to myself again..!!

hm.. received alot of fb wall post wishing me happy birthday..!! received alot of sms-es too..!! thanks alot ppl..!!

tis year's bday was like jus another normal day.. hm.. other den enrollment talk and my grandpa's bday dinner, i think i will jus stay at home the whole day.. 托我外公的福.. den i can have such a awesome dinner..!!

actually i realised FB is seriously a veri sociable network.. apparently my settings for my birthdate is set to not shown.. but once YY started wishing me happy birthday, everyone den realise it's my bday..!! so yar.. still lots of thanks to everyone who wished me..!! but who really do remember is my birthday..!? like seriously..

anyway, i intent to keep a low profile tis year.. tat's y i changed the setting.. come to think abt it, wat's so special abt birthdays..!?

it is jus how much my mother suffered from the pain becos of my very existence 22years back.. 22 years ago on the 2nd of July till 22years later, today, wat have i achieved..!? with less than 2k in my bank, not a proper job/qualification on hand, no pretty gf/wife, lots of regrets of previous years, i think i'm a failure.. but i jus feel so useless and hopeless..

i jus hope i can get good results in the next 2 years in UOL and hopefully, find the other half in my uni life and get a very good and promising career.. it's not going to be easy.. but i think i can fulfill at least the first goal.. so ya..

anyway, wasnt veri happy today.. dont noe why but jus dont feel as happy.. emo..!? i guess not.. jus not feeling happy.. how u define EMO btw.. everyone keep saying tat i'm emo, keep askin me not to be.. but am i being emo..!? i jus not feelin happy.. haiz.. i shldnt feel like tis today de.. but i jus cant help it.. maybe tis is wat they call emo ba.. aiya.. f-it.. like i care.. f..!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF..?!?! hm.. am i..?!

Happy Birthday..!! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF..!!! :)

today is my grandfather's and ChenWei's bday too..!!

So Happy Birthday everyone..!! be happy and healthy..!!

today went SIM for orientation day..!!

A day of activities.. played some and met alot of new ppl..!! realised tat there are actually alot of pretty girls around.. my orientation group happens to have 2 Jun Weis..! haha.. one Neo and one Tan.. haha.. both taking Banking and Finance and starting year 2.. amazing..! haha.. Saw long lost poly classmates too.. Misty and Koon Boon.. hope we can meet up soon..!! :D gives me more reasons to forget her..

Left earlier, went for blood donation wif Jia Bei after tat.. today is still considered as her first time for donation.. she failed her blood pressure test the last time.. so when back today.. passed that test but was rejected because her veins are too small..!! So gals, those who intending to donate blood, make sure u are healthy, and exercise often..!! :D

Went for frog porridge after tat.. Haven had it for very long time le..!! It is still very nice lor.. haha.. Anyway, it's JB's first time eating it too..!! she was reluctant at first.. but after me persuading her, she agreed to try..!! and she say it's dont taste like frog.. so for those who didnt eat before, go try..!! like serious..!! :D

tml goin SIM again for the enrolment talk..

i've jus realised my lessons starts on the 20th of Sept..!! :D

next two days will be busy.. UOL orientation day tml.! fri will be the enrollment talk..!

oh yar.. tml i goin for blood donation..!! yay..!! like finally..!! :D

Today is the 2nd last day of work.. As boring as usual.. Tml last day, goin for interview after tat.. another job starts on Sat..!!

like tat i wont be free at all..!! Anyway, the new job is jus being volunteer for the Singapore World Cup Festival..!! so my job ends on 11th.. Is an overnight job and only working on matches day..! So ya.. after tat, goin to be jobless again..

Went for a run on tues.. one round around NTU was torturing.. a one hour jog, my legs are still aching.. shit me..

dont noe wat else to type le.. anymore thoughts will be emo thoughts again.. haha.. bb ppl..!!

(:

Mr. Neo Jun Wei..!!

I DONT like you because you are always EMO..

I DONT like you because you are very INDECESIVE..

I DONT like you because you COULDNT get into Local U

I DONT like you because you always CANNOT wake up on time..!

I DONT like you because you are not DISCIPLINE enough..

I DONT like you because you are simply NOT GOOD ENOUGH..!!

I DONT like you simply because you are F-up..!!

tired..!!!

today has been a tired day.. went for work, close my eyes whenever possible.. i need sleep..!

i realized i talked a bit too much recently.. somehow offended my friends.. stupid mouth of mine.. haiz.. i hate the me now.. argh.. should reduce on the words coming out from my mouth.. in fact, not onli should.. is MUST..!!! Control Junwei Control...!!!

Thanks Kenneth and Alex for the hugs on Friday and Saturday..! Were nice.. i need hugs badly.. :(

一山不能藏二虎。 when the first tiger wasnt around, the 2nd one came into play.. when the first tiger came back, the 2nd one should hide itself..

Spare tire.. something that you will be extremely grateful when u need it.. other then in time of emergency, it will just be lying in the boot of the car, covered by a piece of something.. only when the main tire give way, will the need of the spare tire comes in play.. if not it will just be lying there for the rest of the life.. even when the spare is in play, it will soon be replaced again..

Yest: 190610.. (Cont from previous post)

Went out in the afternoon to meet my Detachment mates.. Thought i'm late. but apparently i'm one of the earliest.. Anyway, from the 15guys, only 7 went.. Of which, only6 had lunch together.. Had Pizza Hut.. :D

Wanted to catch a movie but either the movie tickets are selling fast or one or two or them have already watched them.. So ended up in LAN gaming..! Hm.. Call of Duty is FUN..!!! Played 3hours and HAD FUN..!! haha..

Went off after that since most of them had programs in the evening.. So went to my grandma's house for dinner.. Dinner was good as usual..!! Walked home after dinner despite being so tired.. but just got the feeling to go home..

Today: 200610

Had dinner at Sakura.. In celebration for Fathers' Day.. Just sent my auntie back home.. she lived in Hougang.. If not for the cars on road, i could have reached home earlier.. Driving at a speed of 100.. Not fast enough.. No in rush lah.. But just want reach home ASAP.. IDK why also..

Today is not a Happy day for me.. Not sure why.. but a bit moody on my way back.. ARGH..!! I HATE TIS FEELING..!!!! :(

Happy DADs' Day...!!! :D

Meeting ups..! :D

Yest: 180610

marks the end of my bridging course..!! Both Economics and Mathematics courses are done..!! Next will be awaiting for the results.. If not much carelessness, I should be able to make it.. :)

went out with a considerably a big group of my secondary school classmates..! total 11 of us..!! 11 includes: JiaWen, ShanShan, Evlyn, KaiLing, WanHan, SuiLin, Cheryl, ZhaoHee, Kenneth, MengLui and Me..! Most was late but we still took some time to decide what to have for dinner.. Ended up with Mr. Curry.. Waited for some time again before getting a 11-pax seat.. Aimed for the 1-for-1 promotion but apparently the staff gave us the wrong info.. So ended up with a bit of unpleasant discussion with the Manager..

Had dinner, decided to chill out at Brewrekz.. Some of the gang left.. Leaving 7 of us chilling out, chatting away.. Wanted to buy a Tower of Beer but they ran out of Towers.. So ended up, we bought 3 Jugs instead.. One thing good about the difference is that we get to taste 3 different beers.. Watched a bit of Live World Cup Match, Slovenia vs USA.. Slovenia was leading 2-0 went we watched.. but at the end of the match, USA managed to catch up and it was a draw..

Chatted till around 2plus, got 'chased out' by the staffs.. so we left and went to McDonalds.. had 3 sets of McNugget meal and stayed till 3am..!! Finally decided to head home, reached home at 3.30, slept at 3.45, woke up at 5.45..!!! Damn tired..!!

Changes~~

Jus changed my blog layout and template and FONT..!! :D

Formulas..!!

tis was random.. came out wif a simple one during the last nite of maths revision..

something like tis:

u happy = i happy.

:. u happy jiu hao..

:)

after tat, Ying Tong commented and inspired me.. she says sometime, you happy =/= i happy.. but still, u happy jiu hao.. so came out wif another..

Let x = uhappy,

y = ihappy

(x - y )(x + y) = 0 ; where x > 0

:. x = y or x = -y

Sub. x and y into eqtn,

uhappy = ihappy or -ihappy

Since x > 0,

:. uhappy = ihappy

:)

i saw randomly while looking for some interesting quotes..

ihaddoneatleast3thingsonthelistwifher.. :)

hm.. last post was from 6th June..!! i haven been blogging for 9days..!! wow..!!

Apparently, nothing very spectacular occurs to me during tis nine days...!! hm.. life is still the same~~

I'm not working tis week at Cisco because i'm having my papers on Wed and Fri.. so took few days off to revise.. both papers are from 2-5pm.. Maths on Wed and Economics on Fri..

Did more than enough Past Years Paper for Maths these few days.. Left 3 more PYPs den i'm done.. i guess i'm pretty prepared for the test.. :D hopefully things turns up alright.. :D

Last Sat went McDonalds to revise with Ah Guan after the library closed.. Rare view there.. with all those soccer fanatics watching Live World Cup telecast inside Mac.. It was rather interesting to see their expressions when teams were about to score.. the kind of excitement.. haha.. Anyways, there are just too many spectators congesting the way, making it hard for people to buy food..

Economics give me more worries.. less confidence for tat.. no PYPs for Econs.. pray hard tat it wont be diff.. anyway, for both papers, i only need like 34%to pass.. since it is just bridging modules, i only have to pass it to get exempted.. so.. i think i'm still good.. :D

Work will carry on next week, tis weekend will be packed..!! straight after my last paper, i'll be meeting my sec school classmates.. Sat will be spending the day with my Platoon 2 Det 3 brothers, and Sunday's evening will be dinner with my family..!! :D

Recently have no discipline for PT..!! NO GOOD..!!

I need to start running from the start of next week..!! :)

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Happiness is a choice.. SO SMILE..!!! :D

it's officially a bad news day..!! heard one and received one..

first is tat my bro and his wife is onli moving into their new flats like after their wedding.. meaning, i onli havin my own room next year.. hm.. no choice anyway..

2nd piece of news is rather random and surprising.. nth much to talk abt it lah.. jus feels sad although i shld be happy.. it's supposed to be a good news.. so yar.. nvm..

had a weird dream yest.. dreamt tat she is harassed by one guy.. i stood at a distance away, onli can witness but cant do anything.. feels so useless in my dream.. maybe i am..

however, went swimmin jus now den decrypted the dream.. i'm actually the 3rd party and that 'guy' is there to protect her.. she's not mine in the first place anyways.. so ya.. is the other way round.. i was the harasser, 'he' onli there to protect her.. he's the SUPERMAN but i'm the villain.. and i was proven rite..

nice.. now i'm a dream-decrypter..

yest slept quite late again.. woke up rather early tis mornin to help my mom again.. came back home den sleep again.. woke up, left for SIM..

stupid me brought econs notes for maths lect.. lucky the module ended le.. so today is revision onli.. luckily i brought along the small note book.. at least got something for me to write on.. today's class veri cold.. i jus nice didnt bring jacket.. so i suffered..

after lect went to cityhall meeting Song Chee for dinner at Junyi's place.. Charcoal @ The Treasury.. it was fine dinning actually.. the food were nice..!! :D

anyway, stayed in McDonalds to revise for around 2hours.. meanwhile, Jelena, WenYa, Yi Yang and Deyi pop by..!! haha.. met them (plus Allan and Shao Kai) after my dinner at MOF.. veri long didnt meet up wif them loh.. hm.. nice anyway..

hectic week..!!

study and work study and work.. argh.. tis week diff from the past weeks.. hm.. everyday is workin and studyin/revising.. plus plus.. tis week got 5WORKING DAYS..!!! for the last 2weeks, onli 4 working day.. haiz..

woke up tis morning reluctantly.. dream of something (cant remember wat) tot today is weekend liao.. so when i was called by my sis, i almost asked her why she wake me up for.. haha.. lucky didnt ar.. if not sure get scolding frm her de.. haha..

went to lib to revise jus now.. nth can get into my brain so decided to do it again tml..!! maybe today too tired.. anyway, jus now den i realised tat THERE'S NO LESSON TML..!!! Yay..!! hm.. quite late to realise but better late den never.. better den i reached SIM tml den realise.. haha.. anyway, time to sleep now..!! :D

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hey.! it is not abt you and him anymore tis time.. it is abt ur gang..! so jus go and in fact, ask him along..! remember, put group interest before self-interest..!! so smile..!! no matter wat, i'm here.. :D

hm.. sunday afternoon..! at home.. sian~~~ :(

my legs carried my for another 42km yest.. took us 6hours and 15 mins for the whole journey.. ran and walked.. we were champions for the first 21km..!! a short term target for myself -met.. stretch for abit near the turning point, ate power gel.. but apparently rest of the journey feels veri bloated.. tat's y didnt run much.! sorry guys for slowin you all down..

Terence and i completed the 42km together.!! hm.. throughout the run i couldnt run much cos feels veri 辛苦.. but Terence stayed wif me all the way..!! i noe he can run de.. but he slow himself down to accompany me..!! tat's when i noe the importance of brotherhood.. sometimes brothers are more impt den gf..!! at least i believe when a gal walks out of your life, your brothers will still be there wif you.. haha.. shit.. i'm turnin gay..!!

hm.. halfway thru the walkin part, i realise i have been ill-treatin my legs for these past 2 years.!! have been running and walkin for countless of times.. most of the distance are jus nt normal.. jus talk abt the past 2weeks.. ran 25km follow by a 42km in 2sundays.!! not normal.. so for sometime, i'll let my leg rest..!! totally..!! it's time to replay it back... if not until one day when i turn old, the legs will start givin me problems.. haha.. SORRY legs..!!

FRI went TCC in attempts to study..!! the gallery is still as nice as ever..!! missed those days when we mug at the TCC during my 3rd year...!! hm.. went wif ah guan.. ordered quite a fabulous lunch, took photos, started studying.. tried to squeeze as much information as possible into my small brain.. but didnt hit my target.. my brain full liao before i can squeeze somemore stuffs in.. haha.. so decided to rest.. went Dhoby Ghaut wif guan to search for his cue.. and he bought it.. $396 if i didnt remember wrongly..!! hm.. nvm.. lucky i dont have such hobby.. haha.. in fact i got no particular hobbies..!! so no life.. -_-

Yest went for lessons at SIM again.. when in toilet, realised that i got new strands of white hair..!! must be becos of my Fri's mugging.. ECONS really kill ppl.. one day u people will see me wif a head of white hair, if it's black, i might be dyed.. haha..

:)

i wan to be your SUPERMAN..!!

Hi everyone..!!!

hi everyone.!

Pls leave a tag so tat i noe u came.. ty..!

:D

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i keep thinking of giving up.. but somehow i can let it go..

i keep telling myself, now is not the time.. but somehow i'm worried tat if i let go now, i wont get it back in the future.!

i keep telling myself not to think.. but somehow i jus cant stop myself from thinkin..

i keep telling myself to smile, but somehow it jus wont last long..

haiz.. :(

finished 25km passion run on sat..! took 2hours and 46mins.. cramps set in at around 18km.. i really wonder how am i goin to complete the comin up 42km sundown.. :)

Sunday, went to collect the adidas race pack for myself, my sis and her friend.. after tat, watched 'the last song'.. ate fish and co after tat.. spent quite alot tat day.. haha.. nvm lah.. at least i had fun and am happy..

already into the 2nd week of work le.. nth much changes.. so yar.. still bored as usual.. in fact getting from bad to worse.. but nvm.. applied for leave during my exams period.. one week to revise for my paper.. really wan to score well..!! jia you jun wei..!! :D

wonder if things will be the same.. jus dont turn for the worse.. one year.. jus one year.. if everything goes well for this one year, i will be a happy man.. i will make u a happy person also..!! or shld i reduce the time frame leh..? hm.. see how thing goes lah.. haha..

TGIF.!!

TGIF..!! i finally understand tis phase..!!! haha..

i realised somethings in life, cannot be pushed de.. sometimes in the things that u want to achieve, there will be alot of obstacles.. when i say alot, is really alot..!! so much tat makes one wans to give up.. it is no longer about hanging in there, and doing your best.. when u noe tat the final outcome will not be the optimum, den perhaps givin up earlier is a better choice..

i actually give myself one year.. to find out whether more about someone.. i used to think that all the obstacles around me will be gone as time pass.. but it is not as it seems.. apparently, things jus dont seems to get better.. i look ahead.. one year down the road, i think it will be the same.. perhaps we will be better off as friends ba.. it has onli been 2months.?! hm.. to think abt it, abit short ar.. but nvtheless, i'm givin up.. all along i keep telling myself.. i wont get into a bgr wif my 'sis' or '干妹'..but i think i will jus treat u as my 妹 frm now on ba.. hah..

i noe once i start to work and earn, preferably earning big money, everything will turn better.. the current me, got time, no money.. got money, no time.. so.. wait till i have both on my hands, i will then think of other things.. if i get to find a gf in Uni, den good, if not, i will jus stay single till fate comes.. anyway, such thing 可遇不可求.. so ya.. wait lor..

p.s.: i really dont noe wat u thinkin.. perhaps if i can read ur mind, i will understand you more.. and frm there i can decide whether i shld give up..

alrite i'm back..!! haven blogged for the past few days.. anyway, here it comes..

i have started work on tues..!! it's onli $6/hr but it jus fits wat i'm looking for.. near my hse, dont eat in to my nite lessons and no work on sat jiu ok le.. anyway, i still have to have to thank Marcus Then for the introduction.. Thanks Marcus..!! :D

hm.. today is my SISTER's BIRTHDAY..!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIS..!!!! =D

went out for a run jus now.. shun bian test my new shoes.. err.. the shoes are great..! hm.. anyway, ran to the stadium behind den realise they are having soccer match.. so is not available for the public to run.. so decided to run along the MRT track again.. jus started not long, jiu starts to drizzle le.. so took a route nearer to home.. ran along Jalan Bahar den turn into NTU den back home.. took me near 1hour.. including the traffic lights.. hm.. think the total distance onli like 8km ba.. haha..

tot of afew things again during the jog.. wonder if i shld carry on or not.. it jus seems difficult..

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rep·u·ta·tion

   [rep-yuh-tey-shuhn] Show IPA

–noun

1.

the estimation in which a person or thing is held, esp. by thecommunity or the public generally; repute: a man of goodreputation.

2.

favorable repute; good name: to ruin one's reputation bymisconduct.

3.

a favorable and publicly recognized name or standing formerit, achievement, reliability, etc.: to build up a reputation.

4.

the estimation or name of being, having, having done, etc.,something specified: He has the reputation of being a shrewdbusinessman.

tis thing.. is hard to build up but easily to be tarnished..! worse thing is that is can be tarnished by wat other says abt that person.. how easily it will be destroyed will den depends on the trust he have by others.. so.. if u think your reputation is veri impt for urself, den pls cherish ppl around u.. however some things are unpredictable de.. learn how to handle the situation ba.. :D