abt having a gf, i'm thinkin whether to or not to have one.. not saying tat if i wan one, i can get it with a snap of my fingers.. but jus to think abt the pros and cons of it, makes me consider hard..
take for example, if i like tis girl now, will she like me..!?
although very much i would like her to be my girlf, i wouldnt want her to be treated lightly becos of my other commitments.. study, work, cca, friends.. i know myself.. i rather over protective and possessive boyf.. i also understand tat not all girls can accept this..
another point is i dont noe how to woo a girl..!! wat shld i do to go after tat girl whom i'm interested in..? i worry of 弄巧反拙.. haiz.. i dont like the feeling tat she got distance from me.. as a cancerian, i tend to be overly emotional.. especially when i feels tat she's distancing from me.. which i noe is NOT GOOD at all..!! Normally i will take action only when i noe she also got feeling for me.. this makes lots of things easier.. but i think tat things tat are achieved easily usually not veri much cherished..
BUT..!! THE POINT IS I DONT WAN A GirlF now..!! ): 就算 i really got someone in mind, i have to wait.. or shld i not wait..!?! haiz~~~~