i realised somethings in life, cannot be pushed de.. sometimes in the things that u want to achieve, there will be alot of obstacles.. when i say alot, is really alot..!! so much tat makes one wans to give up.. it is no longer about hanging in there, and doing your best.. when u noe tat the final outcome will not be the optimum, den perhaps givin up earlier is a better choice..
i actually give myself one year.. to find out whether more about someone.. i used to think that all the obstacles around me will be gone as time pass.. but it is not as it seems.. apparently, things jus dont seems to get better.. i look ahead.. one year down the road, i think it will be the same.. perhaps we will be better off as friends ba.. it has onli been 2months.?! hm.. to think abt it, abit short ar.. but nvtheless, i'm givin up.. all along i keep telling myself.. i wont get into a bgr wif my 'sis' or '干妹'..but i think i will jus treat u as my 妹 frm now on ba.. hah..
i noe once i start to work and earn, preferably earning big money, everything will turn better.. the current me, got time, no money.. got money, no time.. so.. wait till i have both on my hands, i will then think of other things.. if i get to find a gf in Uni, den good, if not, i will jus stay single till fate comes.. anyway, such thing 可遇不可求.. so ya.. wait lor..
p.s.: i really dont noe wat u thinkin.. perhaps if i can read ur mind, i will understand you more.. and frm there i can decide whether i shld give up..