hm.. received alot of fb wall post wishing me happy birthday..!! received alot of sms-es too..!! thanks alot ppl..!!
tis year's bday was like jus another normal day.. hm.. other den enrollment talk and my grandpa's bday dinner, i think i will jus stay at home the whole day.. 托我外公的福.. den i can have such a awesome dinner..!!
actually i realised FB is seriously a veri sociable network.. apparently my settings for my birthdate is set to not shown.. but once YY started wishing me happy birthday, everyone den realise it's my bday..!! so yar.. still lots of thanks to everyone who wished me..!! but who really do remember is my birthday..!? like seriously..
anyway, i intent to keep a low profile tis year.. tat's y i changed the setting.. come to think abt it, wat's so special abt birthdays..!?
it is jus how much my mother suffered from the pain becos of my very existence 22years back.. 22 years ago on the 2nd of July till 22years later, today, wat have i achieved..!? with less than 2k in my bank, not a proper job/qualification on hand, no pretty gf/wife, lots of regrets of previous years, i think i'm a failure.. but i jus feel so useless and hopeless..
i jus hope i can get good results in the next 2 years in UOL and hopefully, find the other half in my uni life and get a very good and promising career.. it's not going to be easy.. but i think i can fulfill at least the first goal.. so ya..
anyway, wasnt veri happy today.. dont noe why but jus dont feel as happy.. emo..!? i guess not.. jus not feeling happy.. how u define EMO btw.. everyone keep saying tat i'm emo, keep askin me not to be.. but am i being emo..!? i jus not feelin happy.. haiz.. i shldnt feel like tis today de.. but i jus cant help it.. maybe tis is wat they call emo ba.. aiya.. f-it.. like i care.. f..!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF..?!?! hm.. am i..?!