2more days to home alone!!!

tis mornin work up at 7.30.. after showeriing den realised tat the test is at 9..!! was slightly late but still, failed it.. lucky it's not some UOL exams..!! kinda emo after tat.. i think if i fail any of my UOL units, i will jus COL..!!

after tat head to airport to see my parents off..! they are goin CHINA..!! so went and had lunch wif them, see them go into the transit area den shop around alone.. much tempted to spent and spurge but still retrained myself..!

head back to school for POA.. Today is monday..!! as usual, revision day again..!! spent much time on waiting for my dinner.. apparently i wan to eat RICE but the japanese stall jus happens to finish it's RICE..!! so waited for the very kind auntie to cook.. meanwhile she keep apologise abt the wait and even gave me one Chawanmushi..!!

After dinner carried on with revision..!! and got rather emo suddenly.. so ya.. frankly speakin, i havent got any better.. haiz.. dont noe wat's wrong wif me also.. jus emo.. haha.. hope tml will be better ba.. tml will be the last day for me in Xerox tower as a telemarketer le..!! starting work somewhere else..!

hm.. off to have some choco therapy..

Done wif 4.3Km tis morning..!! took 23mins..!! ran with Gary Ng..!!!

Yest couldnt sleep very well because i was afraid that i will wake up late tis mornin for the run and caused 3more ppl to miss the run..!! anyway, managed t0 wake up at 5, showered and fetch SQ, Gary and Denise to Bedok Reservoir for the RUN ACROSS..!!

Actually we were supposed to report at 7.30, but we set off earlier to get a parking lot..!! but apparently we all received a sms saying tat the parking lot was full at 4am..!! so we actually took our time and also got abit lost while heading to AMK.. haha.. but still, we are early..!! reached at 7..!! *oh. sorry Judith for not fetching you, u had 'punched' me le..!*

after the run, took lots of pics and den head to Bedok Central for lunch and den home..!! went for short nap.. supposed to be down for only 45min but ended waking up after 1.5hours..!! woke up, revised abit den went JP for dinner wif ML,HQ,JY,and ZH..!! havent seen them for some time le..!! was nice chatting again..!! =D

tml supposed to have dodgeball de.. but i think we couldnt get the slots, so end up nth again.. will be goin for test tml morning.. maybe heading down airport to send my parents off..!! they goin CHINA..!! *did i mention tat my brother and dasao went JAPAN on sat..!?* ENVY much~~~

hm.. will be sleepin soon.. another long say tml..!! =D

decided to blog abt something.. nth in mind to blog abt actually, but jus want to update tis place...!!

hm.. let me see.. Updates in my life...

Firstly, FoodHunt is OVER..!! ): Although one less commitment to deal wif, but the meetings, people, fun we had, food we ate will be very much missed..!!! anyways, FoodHunt was very very successful..!! till now i haven heard any complaints..!! AWESOME COMM..!!! Next up will be the FH Chalet..!!! looking forward to it..!!! =D

Next, my work as a TELEMARKETER in Prudential is coming to an end..! decided to stop there becos of the very few contribution to my bosses (i feel guilty), the distance traveled (considering i'm saving up.!), and the timin of work.. i previously mentioned that is a very flexible timing work..!! but i can onli work on Mon and Tue mornings..!! and after tat rush for school.. so decided to stop there and pick up another part time job..!!

hm.. have been trying hard to reduce my expenditure.. but i got a feeling tat my past habits of 'just spend' is comin back..!!!! long ago, when i'm buying things(especially food), i will 'just spend onli'..! den only few weeks back.. i decided to cut down on everything..!! so i become very much caution regarding how much i'm spending..!! but now, seems like i will 'just spend' again..!! NOT GOOD....!!!! :(

hm.. shall cont again soon.. heading for school in awhile..!! ECONS..!!! (:

have a gf..??

abt having a gf, i'm thinkin whether to or not to have one.. not saying tat if i wan one, i can get it with a snap of my fingers.. but jus to think abt the pros and cons of it, makes me consider hard..

take for example, if i like tis girl now, will she like me..!?

although very much i would like her to be my girlf, i wouldnt want her to be treated lightly becos of my other commitments.. study, work, cca, friends.. i know myself.. i rather over protective and possessive boyf.. i also understand tat not all girls can accept this..

another point is i dont noe how to woo a girl..!! wat shld i do to go after tat girl whom i'm interested in..? i worry of 弄巧反拙.. haiz.. i dont like the feeling tat she got distance from me.. as a cancerian, i tend to be overly emotional.. especially when i feels tat she's distancing from me.. which i noe is NOT GOOD at all..!! Normally i will take action only when i noe she also got feeling for me.. this makes lots of things easier.. but i think tat things tat are achieved easily usually not veri much cherished..

BUT..!! THE POINT IS I DONT WAN A GirlF now..!! ): 就算 i really got someone in mind, i have to wait.. or shld i not wait..!?! haiz~~~~

complicated life~~~

Complicated thinkin of mine~~

have been wondering about a few things recently..

actually, life's sad.. everyone are born, den grow up as normal.. den expected to study very hard to get good results in order to get a better job in the future.. when u start workin, you will have to work hard to reach the top of the organization.. this is jus so that you will be financially independent.. other than working hard, one also expected to find a partner and get married.. after which, give birth and the kids has to go through whatever mentioned above..

why do we all have to go through this template..!?!? studying hard, and working hard for 40 over years jus to 'enjoy' the rest of the lifetime..?! hm.. i think it's quite meaningless..