hm.. sunday afternoon..! at home.. sian~~~ :(

my legs carried my for another 42km yest.. took us 6hours and 15 mins for the whole journey.. ran and walked.. we were champions for the first 21km..!! a short term target for myself -met.. stretch for abit near the turning point, ate power gel.. but apparently rest of the journey feels veri bloated.. tat's y didnt run much.! sorry guys for slowin you all down..

Terence and i completed the 42km together.!! hm.. throughout the run i couldnt run much cos feels veri 辛苦.. but Terence stayed wif me all the way..!! i noe he can run de.. but he slow himself down to accompany me..!! tat's when i noe the importance of brotherhood.. sometimes brothers are more impt den gf..!! at least i believe when a gal walks out of your life, your brothers will still be there wif you.. haha.. shit.. i'm turnin gay..!!

hm.. halfway thru the walkin part, i realise i have been ill-treatin my legs for these past 2 years.!! have been running and walkin for countless of times.. most of the distance are jus nt normal.. jus talk abt the past 2weeks.. ran 25km follow by a 42km in 2sundays.!! not normal.. so for sometime, i'll let my leg rest..!! totally..!! it's time to replay it back... if not until one day when i turn old, the legs will start givin me problems.. haha.. SORRY legs..!!

FRI went TCC in attempts to study..!! the gallery is still as nice as ever..!! missed those days when we mug at the TCC during my 3rd year...!! hm.. went wif ah guan.. ordered quite a fabulous lunch, took photos, started studying.. tried to squeeze as much information as possible into my small brain.. but didnt hit my target.. my brain full liao before i can squeeze somemore stuffs in.. haha.. so decided to rest.. went Dhoby Ghaut wif guan to search for his cue.. and he bought it.. $396 if i didnt remember wrongly..!! hm.. nvm.. lucky i dont have such hobby.. haha.. in fact i got no particular hobbies..!! so no life.. -_-

Yest went for lessons at SIM again.. when in toilet, realised that i got new strands of white hair..!! must be becos of my Fri's mugging.. ECONS really kill ppl.. one day u people will see me wif a head of white hair, if it's black, i might be dyed.. haha..

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i keep thinking of giving up.. but somehow i can let it go..

i keep telling myself, now is not the time.. but somehow i'm worried tat if i let go now, i wont get it back in the future.!

i keep telling myself not to think.. but somehow i jus cant stop myself from thinkin..

i keep telling myself to smile, but somehow it jus wont last long..

haiz.. :(

finished 25km passion run on sat..! took 2hours and 46mins.. cramps set in at around 18km.. i really wonder how am i goin to complete the comin up 42km sundown.. :)

Sunday, went to collect the adidas race pack for myself, my sis and her friend.. after tat, watched 'the last song'.. ate fish and co after tat.. spent quite alot tat day.. haha.. nvm lah.. at least i had fun and am happy..

already into the 2nd week of work le.. nth much changes.. so yar.. still bored as usual.. in fact getting from bad to worse.. but nvm.. applied for leave during my exams period.. one week to revise for my paper.. really wan to score well..!! jia you jun wei..!! :D

wonder if things will be the same.. jus dont turn for the worse.. one year.. jus one year.. if everything goes well for this one year, i will be a happy man.. i will make u a happy person also..!! or shld i reduce the time frame leh..? hm.. see how thing goes lah.. haha..

TGIF.!!

TGIF..!! i finally understand tis phase..!!! haha..

i realised somethings in life, cannot be pushed de.. sometimes in the things that u want to achieve, there will be alot of obstacles.. when i say alot, is really alot..!! so much tat makes one wans to give up.. it is no longer about hanging in there, and doing your best.. when u noe tat the final outcome will not be the optimum, den perhaps givin up earlier is a better choice..

i actually give myself one year.. to find out whether more about someone.. i used to think that all the obstacles around me will be gone as time pass.. but it is not as it seems.. apparently, things jus dont seems to get better.. i look ahead.. one year down the road, i think it will be the same.. perhaps we will be better off as friends ba.. it has onli been 2months.?! hm.. to think abt it, abit short ar.. but nvtheless, i'm givin up.. all along i keep telling myself.. i wont get into a bgr wif my 'sis' or '干妹'..but i think i will jus treat u as my 妹 frm now on ba.. hah..

i noe once i start to work and earn, preferably earning big money, everything will turn better.. the current me, got time, no money.. got money, no time.. so.. wait till i have both on my hands, i will then think of other things.. if i get to find a gf in Uni, den good, if not, i will jus stay single till fate comes.. anyway, such thing 可遇不可求.. so ya.. wait lor..

p.s.: i really dont noe wat u thinkin.. perhaps if i can read ur mind, i will understand you more.. and frm there i can decide whether i shld give up..

alrite i'm back..!! haven blogged for the past few days.. anyway, here it comes..

i have started work on tues..!! it's onli $6/hr but it jus fits wat i'm looking for.. near my hse, dont eat in to my nite lessons and no work on sat jiu ok le.. anyway, i still have to have to thank Marcus Then for the introduction.. Thanks Marcus..!! :D

hm.. today is my SISTER's BIRTHDAY..!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIS..!!!! =D

went out for a run jus now.. shun bian test my new shoes.. err.. the shoes are great..! hm.. anyway, ran to the stadium behind den realise they are having soccer match.. so is not available for the public to run.. so decided to run along the MRT track again.. jus started not long, jiu starts to drizzle le.. so took a route nearer to home.. ran along Jalan Bahar den turn into NTU den back home.. took me near 1hour.. including the traffic lights.. hm.. think the total distance onli like 8km ba.. haha..

tot of afew things again during the jog.. wonder if i shld carry on or not.. it jus seems difficult..

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rep·u·ta·tion

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–noun

1.

the estimation in which a person or thing is held, esp. by thecommunity or the public generally; repute: a man of goodreputation.

2.

favorable repute; good name: to ruin one's reputation bymisconduct.

3.

a favorable and publicly recognized name or standing formerit, achievement, reliability, etc.: to build up a reputation.

4.

the estimation or name of being, having, having done, etc.,something specified: He has the reputation of being a shrewdbusinessman.

tis thing.. is hard to build up but easily to be tarnished..! worse thing is that is can be tarnished by wat other says abt that person.. how easily it will be destroyed will den depends on the trust he have by others.. so.. if u think your reputation is veri impt for urself, den pls cherish ppl around u.. however some things are unpredictable de.. learn how to handle the situation ba.. :D

Home sweet home..!!!! back from je.. got a job finally..!!! starting tml..!! :D

Yest went orchard for a mission to get myself a jacket..!! onli place i can think of.... UNIQLO..!! hm.. remembered that they had this relative cheap jacket..

anyway, brought both my younger cousins along wif me.. since their exams are over and their parents arent at home.. hm.. alighted at Orchard station and the younger cousin attempt to read the chinese name of Orchard.. she read "ya bu".. i was like huh..?!?! so i ask her again.. she repeated, "鸦布".. it is suppose to be "wu jie" or "乌节".. it was the joke of the day.. had Mcdonalds for lunch den proceed to hunt for my jacket..!!

didnt find the cheaper one.. all looked similar.. but the price tag shows 49.90..! abit too steep for me.. so decided to get it already anyway, so i check abt the colour, the size and confirm the price wif the staff.. it turn out tat there is no more black for my size.. but the price of the jacket is onli $19.90..!!!! $30 cheaper lor..!! haha.. so i took the white colour one.. haha.. good to hear that white suits me more..!!! :D

after buying the jacket, shopped around.. bought another 2polo t from Metrox.. more specifically, clothes from ONE EARTH.. simple polo t wif Orangutan's logo.. haha.. even nicer.. spent again.. :(

walked around, went in to alot of shops.. of all, muji is the best.!! haha.. shop wif things tat i wan to buy but no money.. haha.. soon.. once i starts to earn.. i will get wat i wan.. hahah..

Another sat..!! woke up early to go my grandma hse..! was kinda late lah.. but still alrite in time to help my grandma mop floor.. =D

anyway, went for maths lect, bought bubble tea and OCK for lunch.. ate and drink during lect.. hm.. lesson ended early, went to novena to meet andrew and zhanhong to collect the race pack for PASSION RUN..!! supposed to meet at 1700 but i reached 1hour earlier.. walked around and finally sat at one place to watch movies on my ipod..!! Veggie was there too..!! so he joined us till he went to find his mua-ji.. :D

bought a pair of running shoes from running lab and ate Ajisen's Ramen and den looked for running vest.. went home after tat..

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P.S.: i realise when u found out that ppl are talkin behind your back, u wont feel veri good.. apparently last time i used to tell myself, "dont need to care wat others say abt you. it's their mouth and u cant stop.." but now i noe wat ppl say really hurts.. especially, when wat they say isnt true.. haiz..

knowing the truth can be hurtful.. but not knowing the truth is even worse..

today i found out something... hm.. i dont noe how to type my feelings down.. it is simply sad..

today wanted to run around SP again.. but think is better to run around my neighborhood.. reason for running in SP is because the distance is measured and so is easier for me to know how much i ran.. so decided.. for measured distance, i will be running in the stadium.! for other aimless runs, i shall jus run along the road.. =D

went SP for lunch, ate wanton mee..! hm.. was still as nice.. after which went to the hilltop library for revision.. spent 2hours doing 2questions.. need to understand wat i did.. so did it slowly.. couldnt really concentrate after hearing some news, cant really concentrate anymore.. hah.. so packed up and went home..

running later.. shall run alone.. lots of things to think abt.. things need to be sorted out in my mind.. hah..

today went to see 跌打 for my leg.. haven been good ever since the last IPPT tat i took.. stupid SBJ.. not onli i still cant conquer u, i still injured myself becos of u.. tsk tsk..

went in to the clinic, the sinseh 把脉 for me.. den the next time he said is 'ok.. 来。躺下来。针灸。' i was like..?!?!? tis the first time i go to 中医 myself.. also the first time doin 针灸.. kinda scared.. but soon, the needle is already inside le.. not long after tis, the assistant tell me '我要开电了。会有一点震动'.. i was even more shocked.. i think the 电疗 is around a good 15 mins.. quite pain at some times.. after the 电疗, i didnt see wat they do.. but is think is known as the 刮痧.. not really tat pain.. lastly, the assistant apply the medicine and told me not to wet it till tml nite.. if can, dont bathe..!! wth..!!

see chinese sinseh can be fun.. but is a $40..! :( hm.. and apparently, my leg didnt get any better.. at least not yet.. hope it can recover asap.. i still have a marathon to run at the end of tis month.!! :(

**WARNING** Tis is goin to be a loooonnnnnnngggg post..!!

(tis post is goin to tell the 1year 10 months of wat i did in army..!!)

NSF 11072008-10050210......

the journey begins on 11th Jul 2008... Went to Pasir Ris Camp (PRC) early in the morning with my parents, sis and ah ma.. dont noe wat to expect but quite lookin forward to it.. i know it will be a different life altogether.. but i know it will be fun..!!

had lunch together at the cook house.. food was nice (for the first day onli).. family left after visiting my bunk(place where i sleep).. living conditions was good too.. even the mattress is better den wat i've been sleepin for the past 20 years..!! haha.. Gather in the MPH for taking oath..

things are still not bad even after my family left.. collect the army recruit stuffs and den cut hair.. or rather shave hair..!!! hm.. i will always remember the first time i see myself in the mirror with my botak head.. that's the veri one time i got shocked wif my own reflection.. haha.. anyway, life's still good on the first day..

BMT was fun & shag.!! few day into BMT, we are asked to set targets for our detachments.. Nearing the end of BMT, we went thru this 8-days fieldcamp..!! during the 8 days, ate field rations, did urban ops, thrown grenades, crawl under live GPMG rounds and lots of walking.. finally, on the 6th day, we get to shower..!! but after tat was EX THUNDER STORM.. Climbed buildings, crawl to silent breach, act yi ge sentry duties.. finally realised tat the feelin of goin back to camp is the best.!

I wont forget abt the week 00, can parties, sentries in the afternoon (to sleep), birthday bashes (camo cream and KIWIs..!!), morning PT, SET-B, route marches in Marsling and Tekong, outfields, UDC, fun and laughters we had in BMT..!! BMT soon ended with the 24km route marches, war cry, POP parade..!! =D

after BMT, our detachment are separated into different vocations and doin different things.. I AM A DEMO BOATMAN..!! First in A-Wing, we were put in Tekong for the Navigation EX.. walk veri long in a part of Tekong..!! but completed the walk being the first to finish..!! tat's the first time tat i see IV-ing.. Cross-training was onli 2 weeks.. soon, DEMOMEN and SIGNALERS are posted to Hendon camp for the BAC (Basic Airborne Course). that's the first time i fall so many times in a DAY..!! Stick 2 of 194 BAC was led by Lee Bee Soon.. he's also the Boatman Course Course Spec.. i wont rem the nite before the 1st jump.. i was damn scare tat some mishap will happen.. but apparently, i was too 紧张.. but after the first jump, i realise i'm wrong..!! AIRBORNE IS DAMN FUN..!!

TO BE CONTINUED..............

i'm tired le.. haha.. shall cont it another day..

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P.S.: ppl come and go.. i noe ppl come.. but maybe leavin a tag will be nice.. TY..!! =D

i wonder wat u ppl think of this..

Sometime back, i was veri bored when i'm in camp.. so i begin to text person A.. tryin to strike up a conversation.. but apparently, person A didnt reply me.. even if have it was a veri long wait.. being really bored, i decided to text another person, person B.. but at any one time, i onli text one person..

A and B were friends, both were girls.. i think the two of them do gossip together, happens to talk abt me.. den one day when i happened to meet them, A ask me.. do you text different gals every other day..??

is tis considered as two timing..?? i personally dont think so.. cos i jus wan to find ppl to 'chat'.. but i think some of u might think it otherwise..

after tis incident, i reduce the message i send to ppl liao.. i'm a texting person.. everytime there's a new msg, i will be slightly happier.. however most of the time is advertisement or information.. for tis u can ask my army mates..! haha..

ORD DINNER..!!!

went Sp tis morning to do the eye check up.. nth much.. everything was alrite.. maintained my eye sight.. (still poor)..

went SG Flyer for 3rd Coy's Dinner..!!! reached before 6.30 cos meeting time is 6.30.. however, dinner starts at 7.30..!! 1 hour of commander's timing.. damn.. thus, ended late.. anyway, skipped yet another econs lesson.. tis lecture is abt perfect competition.. shldnt be tat bad lah.. no matter wat, skipped 2 lessons liao..!! hm.. shld be able to catch up.. tml is another maths lessons.. another 3 hours.. :)

Luckily i went for the COy dinner.. taking all the pics, i was thinkin wat if i'm not here.. all the pics wont have a bit of me..!! those are memories..!! :)

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it takes 2 hands to clap..

hm.. yar.. apparently no one comes to my blog.. my tagboard seems dead.. :(

woke up at 4.30+ tis mornin jus to drive my mom to my grandma's hse.. went back home, sleep again from 5 till 9.. =D

woke up, realised tat my pics didnt managed to be uploaded on fb.. so upload using the other method.. 5pics at a time.. slowly.. left home at 10 to SIM..

reached SIM, went to it's Lib.. look for the Econs textbook cos i worry i couldnt catch up becos i skipped yest's lessons becos of my parade.. found.! but is in the recommended course collection section.. and i can onli borrow it for 4 hours max..!! not possible so i sourced for alternatives.. found a suitable book and decided to borrow it.. den realised cannot borrow.. went over to the counter, the lady told me tat i'm not a member yet.. so i'm supposed to make membership payment before i can borrow any book.. den end up i couldnt make payment too..!! cos i dont have a bill to make any payment, so they are not supposed to collect money frm me.. at the end of the day, i'm still not an SIM student becos i onli takin the bridging course.. haha.. but i still managed to get tat book.. hehe..

went back SP and had lunch at FC6..!! Had Chicken rice..!! it's still as nice as before..!! haha.. went to club to wait for Jia Wen, Zhao Hee and Evlyn.. supposed to meet up for Meng Lui's belated birthday dinner.. played carrom and chinese chess.. won both (most of the times). Bought SUBWAY COOKIES and left to meet my gang..!! =D

Had dinner at Holland V's 3 Monkeys restaurant.. food was considered expensive due to the quality of it.. it's really not nice.. i rarely have bad comments on food.. but this restaurant really serves sucky food.. so yar.. had dinner, had cake, left for SP again..

actually wanted to run in SP de.. but was still too full.. so decided to run upon reaching home.. Kids are havin Song Session and Mass Dance Session.. end like 1hour after i reached..

reached home, chill abit den went to run.. body haven been good for the pass days.. first is left leg injured due to stupid SBJ.. till now still hurts.. den recently, right arm and shoulder starts to ache after the first ORD parade rehearsal.. chest, dont need to say, has been in pain like forever.. Anyway, had tots during the run.. most emo tots.. but nvm.. tat's wat always happens when i run.. haha..

reached home safely.. =D

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P.S.: Food tasted BEST when shared wif someone..!!

Exercises seems EASIER when done wif someone..!!

Movies are BETTER when watched wif someone..!!

so from now onwards, i will share my food wif anyone i noe.. this includes SUBWAY COOKIES..!!! =D

P.P.S.: am i tat scary.?

Today is 050510..

firstly, is TAN MENG LUI's Birthday..!! Happy Birthday Bro..!! =D

2ndly is my ORD parade..!! it has been a loong wait for tis veri special parade..!! tis parade marks the end to my NS life.. 22months passed jus like tat.. it seems like few days back is onli the enlistment day.. but anyway, kinda sad becos i'm leaving my tis veri special group of brothers and buddies..!! =D

P.S.: watever u do, dont ignore me. ty.. :)

Its Sunday again..!! Means bookin in day..!! :(

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010510

Yest went for Welfare's Interim Event (Jamie invited me.!).. had breakfast wif grandma in the morning tat y didnt go for CA's event.. Anyway, reached PS at 2.30pm.. Jamie's event supposed to start at 2 lah.. but lucky still in time for the McDonalds Lunch Deal..!!! :) Had McSpicy wif Ml.. Welfare's Event end up started at 4.30..!! was actually thinkin that i have to leave soon cos i'm meetin my pri school friends at 6.30 @ Jurong..!! but after a while i realise i still got 1 hour..!! haha.. so was grouped wif Debate (ShuWen pulled me).. Left at the 2nd game.. :(

Met up wif Song Chee and Jun Yi at JP..!! it has been so long since i last saw JY..!! anyway, went to eat Lai Lai and chat alot..!! talking abt long lost classmates and things that we went tru.. apparently, we cant remember half the class...!!!! haha.. after tat we walked around, went to NTUC Xtra and finally settled down at Old Town White Coffee..!! Carry on chatting and took abit of pics.. =D

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020510

Today, woke up at 5.30AM..!! went over to help wif the house chores and kuey selling..!!

Hm.. watched Ip Man 2..!!! the cinema was quite full wor.. ended up at 3rd row.. lucky was the center seats..

bought Oyster Mee Sua from Shi Lin Snacks and went SP to eat...!! Debate's event today..!! (WanZhen invited me.!) played abit.. enjoyed the games overall lah.. hm.. well done DEBATE..!!

rushed home and now blogging before leaving my hse in a while.. anyway, gtg..!! bye ppl...!!

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P.S.: I think fighting fish not good lah.. stay as goldfish better.. goldfish more cute, fighting fish more violent.. =D

Done by our very own 3COY CSM.. Thanks Veggie..!!

It sounds gay.. but i love you all..!! haha.. muacks..!! =D