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2011-11-04T11:16:00.002+08:00

Haven't have the mood to blog for the past few weeks/months..

but recently had some thoughts of blogging on some particular topics. In fact, i've 'blogged mentally'.

3months back, i joined PTO. kind of reached my goal. then there's this saying i always heard in the office.

"Always BEGIN with an END in mind." (simply have a target/goal)

many of us have far fetch dreams when we were young. these dreams simply change and morph into more realistic ambitions as we grow older.

Why do our parents/teachers want us to think of 'what you want to be in the future'.? They are just training us to set a target in life.

I'm sure all of us have something in mind that we want to be in the future. it's just that sometimes we got lost as time passes and dreams seems to be far. So once in awhile, think about it again, review your dreams and ask yourself this question.

"what do i want in my life?"

For me? when i'm young, i used to want to be a Policeman. Then, as time goes by, when i'm in secondary school, i know i want to be a businessman, an entrepreneur. that's why i took up Business Admin in Poly. When i go in to NS, i see my cousin performing well in the Banking sector. i want to be like him or rather better than him. That's why i took up Banking and Finance for my degree. Den i realized something. i dont want to be deskbound. i want challenges and dont want to limit myself to only a fixed pay every month. And i want to help people around me. I decided to join the Financial sector as a Financial planner. Till date, i'm a Financial Consultant in Prudential and i'm proud of myself. Things will be tough ahead of me. but i'll work very hard to get myself there.

Being a FC is not the end of my dreams. I want to be a successful FC and help those who need it to plan their finances. I'm aware of where i'm going. i'm not lost. Are you.?

Without a goal in life is like driving on the road without knowing where you are going. spend some time to think about this and belief in yourself.

IMU..!!!

2011-06-19T19:52:00.001+08:00

Really miss you two alot..!!!!!

IPPT..

2011-06-18T15:46:00.003+08:00

i've cleared it finally..!! my window closes on 2nd July.. so i have to take and pass it by then.. if not i'll have to go through 20sessions of RT..!!!

got only a pass with incentive.. but tat's what i'm aiming and expecting onli.. all the 5 stations are not really a prob to me except SBJ..!!!

the extremely dreaded SBJ requires me to get at least 225cm to pass..!! silver will be 234 and gold, 243.. and the thing is i jus cant jump..!! today tried the 3rd time and got 225..!!! muahahahah...!! after getting 225, i was damn happy.. tat means i only left the 2.4 run to complete the test..

run wasnt bad.. maybe becos of the early mornin rain, the MVS got more ventilation.. anyways, my 2.4 timing was 10.19.. definitely not my best timing and not my best effort too.. i only need 11:40 to get the pass..

most imptly, i pass the test which makes me escape from RT..!! and i'm happy..!!! =D

Have Fun..!!!

2011-06-15T01:46:00.004+08:00

in just a few hours, both my BFFF are flying off to HK..!!! most imptly, out of Sg..!!

will be missing them so so so much..!! have been hanging around them for so many many days.. now the two of them goin overseas, i will feel abit empty.. but nvm lah.. 5-6 days very fast de..!! and i do believe they will buy things back for me.!! *hint hint* and i also noe they will also miss me much when they are there..!! haha.. so still ok lah.. at least is not one sided de..!! hahaha..

i haven been to HongKong yet sia.. maybe after i got enough savings, i will go..!? still long lah.. haha.. erh.. but seriously i have the urge to fly off sia..!! i really like the feelin when i'm in the transit area..!! haha.. somehow, jus entering the transit area i will feel out of SG liao..!!

when they are gone for these few days, i will be pretty much free.. onli a few things to be done this week before they come back.

i'm goin to clear my IPPT is tis saturday..!! seriously, i only hope to pass, or if can, get $100 from MINDEF.. $200 seems far and unreachable.. haha.. becos of the standing broad jump..!!

For the both of you.

2011-06-05T05:18:00.006+08:00

For the both of you.

2011-06-03T23:21:00.008+08:00

BFFF..!!

心血来潮 wants to make are photo montage for both of you. This video is dedicated for both of you and i seriously wish/hope/want our friendship and love for each other will last forever.

Feelings for both of u shall always remain strong and should never change k..!!

i simply love you two too much.

ps.:: video not clear.. still trying to upload a clearer version..!! hang on..!! =D

End of First Year of Uni Life~~

2011-05-30T01:48:00.008+08:00

his post is rather late.. finally decided not to be lazy.. haha..

after few months of mugging sessions, it's finally holiday.. tis few months of mugging was tough and things would have been much different if i'm alone.. peer's support is impt..!!

the eating of duck rice, Phat Thai, Makan place's YTF, SIM's You Mian.. and the drinkin of KOI, essence of chicken, OKTea, Mr. Bean, Eskimo..

time passed really fast now when i think abt it.. at first it was mugging for Prelims.. meeting up to study become a everyday(almost) thing.. various locations we been to to study.. places like SP, SMU, SIM, Woodlands Lib and even RP..!!

it's during these few months we got really close together...!! really close.. to the extend of BFFF..!!! you two have became a very important part of my life..!!

i already started missing those times when we meet up everyday to study one day after my last paper.. i still hope our papers don't end so early so tat we can still meet up to study.. now tat exams are over, and we have our own commitment, things might change slightly.. but i believe out friendship will stay strong and not let anything break this bond..!!

okay.. enough said.. more pictures below.. :D

Love you both lots lots..!!

LOVE vs Religion

2011-03-01T07:56:00.003+08:00

*this post is not to go against any religion*

Do you happen to know, or being in such situation..::

2 persons like/love each other.. got together and finally broke up because of different religious beliefs..

_____________________________________________________________

i haven't been in such situation before (lucky me) but i seen a few.. i find it kind of sad when couples broke up even though they still like/love each other..

this is how i look at it..::

religion is an external thing in life.. there's many different religions in the world.. but there may only be this one person whom u love and love you back.. why choose ur religion over the very special person..!?

Actually all religions have their own idea of what's good.. ultimately i believe all good religions promotes the teachings of being filial, don't kill, don't rob etc.. then why try to 'force' your loved ones into believing in another spiritual figure..!? i understand that some religions defines that you will go to a certain places afterlife.. but it's AFTERLIFE..!!! technically speaking, you don't even know if there's a thing called AFTERLIFE.. so why not enjoy and love happily THISLIFE..!?

for that, i don.t mean everyone should be a free thinker themselves.. just not force your love ones into converting to what you believe in.. as long as one don't intervene, or worse look down, to what the other believe in.. i believe a couple will still live happily ever after.. =D

2011-03-01T07:37:00.002+08:00

past few days have been preparing for prelims which means mugging.. went to SMU at at 12 plus and study all the way till evenin when i need to go for work.. and den carry on the same schedule the next morning..!! but is not as effective as i tot.. disappointed much with myself...!!

last week was really intense.. only on saturday den i got myself some rest time.. which is bad..!! i didnt touch my notes at all..!! since last wed i haven see my dad..!! because i came home late every night (at least 12am).. so tis morning i was awaken by the noise of my dad and decided to wake up to 'pei' him for a while before he left for work.. first 5 words i say to him.. "爸，好久不见.!!" hahah..

last sat was Gabby's bday celebration..!! went over to her hse for her little party.. a rather good time for our small OG gathering.. :D stayed till 12 den wished her happy birthday and eventually she went down the pool herself.. it is really not as fun as being throw in.. i mean how often u will get the chance to get toss into the pool..?! haha.. it was fun..! really..!!

sunday went to SP for revision..SP is really a good place to study sia..!! the tables are big, it's windy despite there's not aircon, it has free parking and best of all, it's open 24/7..!!!today will be the 3rd consecutive day we go there for revision..!!

so far i only touch on Macro and POA.. haven even touch my PBF and PMKG notes.. but i think there's abit of time lah.. still ok.. tml is POA paper den follow by Macro on the thursday.. Although prelims is not taken into consideration for the final grades but i still think is rather impt.. jia you everyone..!! :D

2011-02-20T23:38:00.002+08:00

Happy belated V.DAY..!!!

Eh.. how's ur v.day..!?

mine was rather good in the beginning..!! finally got to watch ShaoLin..!! had my first cup of Eskimo too..!! both was NICE and AWESOME..!!

followed by my eREV..!! i didnt even care abt the timings.. jus wan to get the slots tat my friends got..!! but epic failure..!! ended up onli got the same PBF and Marco revision classes as my friends.. den after tat went over to ion with the intention to get a checkered shirt.. erh.. apparently ION's outlet dont have tat shirt tat i'm eying.. so got a cardigan instead.. mood still rather good even though the eRev ruin it abit..

my mood got much worse when i'm waiting for the bus..!! another reason why i hate bus rides so much.. arrival timings are forever not up to expectations.. waiting alone at the bus stop can be rather boring and frustrating.. bus ride to SIM was also bad..!! tat makes my mood sink much..

the day jus went by with more disappointment.. oh well..

hope your V.day started and ended with much happiness den mine..!! =D

2011-02-20T23:08:00.002+08:00

update on my blog abit.. clean up the dust..

last 2nd post was about CNY eve..!! hm.. now sum up the whole CNY together..!!

Day 1 and 2 of CNY was as usual.. went to many relative's hse.. it's rather standard.. the few places tat we will be goin every year.. so my day one and 2 is always full..!! i'm glad though.. i think it's alot better den stayin at home doin nth for the first 2days..!!

2nd night went to my friend's cousin's hse with my sis to play BlackJack..!! ((my friend's cousin is my sis's friend)) we both were asked to go..!! after tat i went to another place to try my luck in Mahjong..!! all the way till the next morning den i reach back home..!!

wat happened on Day3..?! en.. forgot liao.. haha..

anyway, DAY 4 was a BIG day..!!! my Awesomest OGmates came to my hse..!!! woke up rather early and went to market to buy the ingredients for lunch at my hse..!! went home, started cookin.. they are SUPPOSED to reach at 12.. at first i tot there's no time in preparing all the food..!! but apparently none was early..!! ended up my mother still managed to get everything done by then.. we had lunch and den BJ again while a few who dont gamble decided to play MJ..!! my hse instantly became a small gambling den.. haha.. nvtheless, had much fun all together sia..!! after tat went over to Hz's hse and cont..

Convoy of 3cars head towards HZ's hse..!! once we step in, all of us went to 'hse-seeing'..!! den cont with the BJ and MJ..!! i played MJ all the way sia..!! onli the last part den got lucky.. haha.. had Katong Laska for dinner and supper-ed at Simpang Bedok..! send the rest back, i'm home onli at 5..!!

sch beings on the 5th day of CNY and work begins on the 7th..!! Had YuSheng at Bon Riche and got a few ang baos..!!! in fact the ang bao collection at BR lasted all the way till the last day of CNY..!! it's really good to have nice ppl at BR lah..!! =D

2011-02-03T03:02:00.001+08:00

revert back to the plain design cos i think tis suits me best..

2011-02-03T02:20:00.005+08:00

MERRY LUNAR NEW YEAR...!!!

新年快乐，万事如意，身体健康，财源广进...!!!

hi peeps..!! it's the first day of CNY le..!! yest was a rather busy day.. woke up early in the morning by my mom.. askin me to help her with the baibai.. so got up, den rem tat i meeting my secondary friends for lunch.. told my mom but she said "ask them come up eat lah, here so many things.."

tat's when i realise my hse is still rather messy.. so did some last min touch up before they come.. had lunch with my family before they reached, and lunch with them again when they arrived.. played Monopoly Deal after tat and i didnt even win once..!! takin into consideration tat 2of them only learnt how to play today.. intend to go JP to buy slippers but most shops are closed le..!! i cant even get a bottle of KAYA..!!

for my evening, i was a designated driver..!! for my grandparents.. apparently i'm supposed to drive them to my granduncle's hse where my grandfather will drink and couldnt drive.. and also fetch them back.. lucky my granduncle's hse isnt really far.. onli at bukit timah.. took me less than 12 mins to reach back boonlay from there.. =D

after tat reached home and help with the bai bai.. so now here i am.. tryin HARD to stay awake without any form/kind of entertainment except for my com..

sleepin soon though..

cya..

ciao..!

2011-01-31T00:14:00.005+08:00

2011-01-31T00:00:00.002+08:00

went for SRC AD and UOL's Bash last thurs.. held at Furama hotel and Phuture respectively..

if you are me how was it, i will say it's ok lor..

abit under-dressed for the AD itself.. so mood was rather ruin prior to the dinner.. didnt got any luck for the lucky draw during the dinner.. but it's alrite cos i dont feel lucky at all..

after AD, transport was provided to send us to Phuture.. met up with the few of the pinkies for pre-drinking.. i'm not a person who's really into clubbin.. so to me, pre-drinking sessions are always the best..! many got quite high before they enter the club..! so i ended up taking care of the gals again.. jus before entering the club, i'm sober again..

i didnt dance at all, at most sway to the music.. bought 2jugs of long island tea and got more ppl wasted.. bad me.. but well.. i still took care of the wasted throughout the night except for times i was away for a while.. am really sorry..!!!

after clubbing, 3of us sat outside the club till early in the morning and were the last to leave tat place.. HTHT most of the time.. now 2more ppl noes... but so..!? the main person seems to be much unaffected by obvious thing.. oh well..

had tiong bahru lor mee (: before headin home, and slept quite alot.. ):

the clubbin experience is okay onli.. and it shld be the last before my prelims and exams.. so ya..

anyway, i got myself iphone already. after much considerations..

mood= :(

2011-01-30T23:55:00.001+08:00

wat will u do when the onli way of method of communicating with the impt person seems to be gone..!?! ):

2011-01-26T17:28:00.002+08:00

someone recently sent me tis sms::

"男人就比洋葱，想要看到男人的心就需要一层一层去剥!

但在剥的过程中你会不断流泪，剥到最后你才知道洋葱没心的。"

wat tat person tryin to imply is tat guys are heartless..

i replied, "perhaps all guys have their own bad ba.."

the next reply was "没有心的真坏人并不可怕，可怕的是假好人。"

well, the conversation leads to saying tat i'm a 假好人.

so my reply was, 'since u categories guys into fake-good and bad guy, at least i'm not a bad guy..'

well apparently, she was rather serious about me being the 'fake-good' guy.. and tat means for the pass few months of knowing me, whatever i did was not real..!?!

tis really affects me quite abit..!! seems like my impression in ppl around me got this kind of response.. i'm disappointed.. disappointed in myself.. haiz..

but heck.. i dont care wat you think at all.. since you find wat i did are all fake, den DONT COME NEAR ME AT ALL..!! i dont need ppl who dont appreciates whatever i did..! Thanks for tellin me wat i am like to ppl around me..

SORRY if i really prove myself to be a 假好人..

2011-01-23T22:15:00.004+08:00

spent the weekend at cleaning..!! but not my own room or my own house..!! spent the 2days cleaning my grandma's kitchen's window grills..!!

Saturday, i was at home, until my mom suddenly call from my grandma's house.. asking me if i'm free to help to 'wipe' the window.. at that point of time, i was zuma-ing(i think) so i'm consider as free ba.. so went over and help with the lights first.. after which, started with the window grills.. then i realised it is not as simple as 'wiping'.!! it had a layer of oil on it..!! using CIF and the cloth, i simply couldn't wipe the oil off.. so i decided to try using my finger nails to scrape it off..

to my surprise/horror, the layer was that thick..! you can actually see the difference in the thickness on the window grill..!! so ended up took near 2hours for the grill nearest to the stove.. that's just one of the 4 grills..!! so, took rest, had dinner and went home..

woke up at 6 this morning and went to continue with the 'project'.. so, completed 30% more of the project and went for breakfast with my ahma at 9plus.. returned to my grandma's home at 11 and finally completed the project at 1..!! 100% done..

my second auntie even ask if i'm available to help her clean.. she will be paying me by hourly rate.. but the thing is i don't even have time for my own room and house..! anyways, seeing the tough 'project', i tell my mom, "this windows must be clean once a month. cannot leave till new year then clean one.' guess what my mom told my grandma..!? "JunWei says he coming to help you clean the window once a month..!" oh well, i just volunteered myself unknowingly.. -.-

nevertheless, i haven't touch any of my notes this week end.. hope i will have more time next week ba.. :)

argh...!! why are u so cute (to me)..!?

2011-01-23T21:36:00.002+08:00

The 90/10 Principle
Author : Stephen Covey ( Management Guru)

Have you read this before? Discover the 90/10 Principle. It will change
your life (at least the way you react to situations).

What is this principle?
10% of life is made up of what happens to you. 90% of life is decided by how you react.

What does this mean?
We really have no control over 10% of what happens to us. We cannot stop the car from breaking down. The plane will be late arriving, which throws our whole schedule off. A driver may cut us off in traffic. We have no control over this 10%. The other 90% is different. You determine the other 90%.

How?
By your reaction. You cannot control a red light., but you can control your reaction. Don't let people fool you; YOU can control how you react.

Let's use an example. You are eating breakfast with your family. Your daughter knocks over a cup of coffee onto your business shirt. You have no control over what just what happened. What happens when the next will be determined by how you react.You curse. You harshly scold your daughter for knocking the cup over.

She breaks down in tears. After scolding her, you turn to your spouse and criticize her for placing the cup too close to the edge of the table. A short verbal battle follows. You storm upstairs and change your shirt. Back downstairs, you find your daughter has been too busy crying to finish breakfast and get ready for school. She misses the bus. Your spouse must leave immediately for work.

You rush to the car and drive your daughter to school. Because you are late, you drive 40 miles an hour in a 30 mph speed limit. After a 15-minute delay and throwing $60 traffic fine away, you arrive at school. Your daughter runs into the building without saying goodbye. After arriving at the office 20 minutes late, you find you forgot your briefcase. Your day has started terrible. As it continues, it seems to get worse and worse. You look forward to coming home, When you arrive home, you find small wedge in your relationship with your spouse and daughter.

Why?
Because of how you reacted in the morning. Why did you have a bad day?
A) Did the coffee cause it?
B) Did your daughter cause it?
C) Did the policeman cause it?
D) Did you cause it?

The answer is " D".

You had no control over what happened with the coffee. How you reacted in those 5 seconds is what caused your bad day. Here is what could have and should have happened.

Coffee splashes over you. Your daughter is about to cry. You gently say, "It's ok honey, you just need, to be more careful next time". Grabbing a towel you rush upstairs. After grabbing a new shirt and your briefcase, you come back down in time to look through the window and see your child getting on the bus. She turns and waves. You arrive 5 minutes early and cheerfully greet the staff. Your boss comments on how good the day you are having.

Notice the difference? Two different scenarios. Both started the same.
Both ended different.

Why?
Because of how you REACTED. You really do not have any control over 10% of what happens. The other 90% was determined by your reaction.

Here are some ways to apply the 90/10 principle. If someone says something negative about you, don't be a sponge. Let the attack roll off like water on glass. You don't have to let the negative comment affect you! React properly and it will not ruin your day. A wrong reaction could result in losing a friend, being fired, getting stressed out etc.

How do you react if someone cuts you off in traffic?
Do you lose your temper? Pound on the steering wheel? (A friend of mine had the steering wheel fall off)Do you curse? Does your blood pressure skyrocket? Do you try and bump them?

WHO CARES if you arrive ten seconds later at work? Why let the cars ruin your drive? Remember the 90/10 principle, and do not worry about it.

You are told you lost your job. Why lose sleep and get irritated? It will work out. Use your worrying energy and time into finding another job. The plane is late; it is going to mangle your schedule for the day. Why take out your frustration on the flight attendant? She has no control over what is going on. Use your time to study, get to know the other passenger. Why get stressed out? It will just make things worse. Now you know the 90-10 principle. Apply it and you will be amazed at the results. You will lose nothing if you try it.

The 90-10 principle is incredible. Very few know and apply this principle.

The result?
Millions of people are suffering from undeserved stress, trials, problems and heartache. We all must understand and apply the 90/10 principle.

It CAN change your life!!!

I really felt that this principle brought to me brand new perspective of how to look at certain scenarios. If u feel that this principle helps u, forward it to ur frens and family... :D

2011-01-23T20:46:00.004+08:00

2011-01-22T23:29:00.001+08:00

2011-01-18T21:48:00.002+08:00

everyone has different views of perfections or rather different views on wat's right..

when u care about a particular person, u will wish tat he/she be the 'best'.. but that's according to wat you regards as 'best'.. so to them, or to others, u might be not helpin.. this is common..

for example, when one party thinks tat somethings tat the other party did is wrong, the former will try to 'change' the person.. however, tis is normally not wat the latter can accept.. thus, when this happens, both parties might get into a small argument.. well, such arguments can be avoided..

jus look at the situation from a third person's angle.. ultimately, the main cause of the argument is because of one party's intention to change his/her partner to a better person.. thus, there's really not much reason to start tis kind of argument at all..

but yet again, most people wont like it when they are being controlled or when they are being 'told off'.. so 难免will be unhappy.. but, so, like i say before, jus look at it at a different angle..

2persons get together isnt a easy thing.. cherish the person whom cares for you much..! this applies to friends too.. it's really fate tat bring 2 strangers to get to know each other and eventually be friends..

so cherish the ppl around you..

Smile..!! =D

imperfection

2011-01-12T00:28:00.001+08:00

nice pic..!!

2011-01-11T00:08:00.014+08:00

tis morning wanted to go swim.. but it started rainin even before i reached home.. so end up didnt.. stay at home and did some other pt anyways..

went to sch for POA.. same lt wif no reception.. class ended, waited for the rest and head to Makan Place for YTF..!! first time with so many ppl..!! HanZhong, JinKai, Vivian, Denise, Shiqi, Jolyn, Jared, Judith and Me..!!! after which some stayed behind for revision..

Today is the most ineffective revision day..!!! ended up playing monopoly deal..!! guilty much..

nvmidontevenhavethemoodanyway...

2011-01-10T00:43:00.001+08:00

tis was the layout of my blog last time.. kinda miss the design and the character.. so brought it back..!! more editing to be done(to be exactly like last time)..

2011-01-09T23:04:00.002+08:00

today is jus another typical SUNDAYs during my NS period (minus the bookin in)..

woke up early and went to waipo's hse.. was slightly late actually.. anyways, help with the kueh selling and after tat sweepin and mopping her hse.. den slept on the chair and drove my mom home..

afternoon drove my auntie home(hougang)..

evening wash family car..

tat's my typical Sunday (during NS)..!!

how uneventful......

Twenty Ten!!

2010-12-31T13:19:00.003+08:00

Today is the last day of 2010..!!! Shall copy Sq and post a list of things done in TWENTY-TEN..!!!

Jan - May (Still under NS)::

Jan: was rather packed becos of preparation for ATEC.. many things to learn and to train..

Feb: goin off to Thailand for the actual ATEC..!! Training missions and Actual ATEC missions.. i wont forget the load i took for the last mission..!! a matador and a signal set up a steep hill..!! things also happened during the 2nd mission, causing the mission to be cut off halfway.. Me and KC were left stranded on top of a 282 knoll without water..

Mar: Back from Thailand and tot tat we are done with everything else except for our veri own ORD parade..!! BUT..!!! our coy were ask to march for the COC for the COA and CDF..!! day and night training everyday..!! march and march..!!

Apr: went for CADC's FOC.. Went for bridging classes and marks the start of my Uni life.. =D

May: ORD loh..!!! ORD-ed on the 100510..!!

Jun: Started part time job at CISCO.. not the security officer kind.. jus a warehouse kind.. packing things and all.. pay was rather low but is near my hse and we are under contract..

July: FOD and FOC..!! FOD was kinda boring didnt get to be very close with them.. decided to sign up for FOC to get to know more ppl.. And tat's the RIGHT decision..!! met a group of Awesome ppl..!! i named them Awesomies..!! THEY ARE THE PINKIES..!!! had a awesome time in camp, thanks to our very awesome OGL Han Zhong and Gris.!! and tis mark the official start of my UNI life..!!

Aug: one major event is goin Genting with a small group of the PINKIES..!!! First time taking roller coaster and goin into Casino to lose 50Rm.. doesnt matter lah.. it's for the fun of it..

Sep: Telemarketin job in tanjong pagar.. is for prudential de.. jus callin to fix appt for my consultant.. my colleagues are really good ppl too..!!

Nov: FOOD HUNT..!!! oh forgot to mention..! Joined SRC and was part of the FH team..!!! got to know yet another groups of veri awesome ppl..!! =D

Dec: started work in this Jap KTV lounge.. got to see life in a rather different way..

that's a summary of how my 2010 passed.. :)

The League. My L.O.V.E. =D

2010-12-18T12:43:00.002+08:00

My love, my love

She's so sexy, so cool
She's the baddest girl I seen
I'm wonderin why
I only see her in my dreams
The love of my life,
She's the only one for me
My l-o-v-e, oh my l-o-v-e

Baby, you're my shooting star
Ride with me and I'll take you far
Explore the world, and back around
You lift me up, and you hold me down (you hold the crown)
And you make this team
There's no couple like this, king & queen
There's no other couple like, you & me
You're the girl of my dreams, my everything
I love this feelin, your love is healin
I need it, I breathe it
No way I'd ever leave it
I'm so into you, don't know what I'd do
Your love is so true
It's just me & my boo

She's so sexy, so cool
She's the baddest girl I seen
I'm wonderin why
I only see her in my dreams
The love of my life,
She's the only one for me
My l-o-v-e, oh my l-o-v-e

I never thought I'd find another love like this
I'll never forget the first time we kissed (we kissed)
Your body against mine
The touch of your skin, your lips
Such a beautiful kiss (such a beautiful kiss)

My l-o-v-e, she elevate me
She fly & so free, was blind now I see
And without her, now what would I be
Not what I am, but I'd still be a g
I'd still be hype, I'd still shine bright
But who'd be there to hold me so tight
Who'd be there when it's lonely at night
My wife, so right, the love of my life

She's so sexy, so cool
She's the baddest girl I seen
I'm wonderin why
I only see her in my dreams
The love of my life,
She's the only one for me
My l-o-v-e, oh my l-o-v-e

We're so picture perfect, I can't imagine
My life without you (l-o-v-e)
It's like I'm floatin on air, whenever you're here
Baby come with me and I'll take you there

She's so sexy, so cool
She's the baddest girl I seen
I'm wonderin why
I only see her in my dreams
The love of my life,
She's the only one for me
My l-o-v-e, oh my l-o-v-e

She's so sexy, so cool
She's the baddest girl I seen
I'm wonderin why
I only see her in my dreams
The love of my life,
She's the only one for me
My l-o-v-e, oh my l-o-v-e
L-o-v-e, l-o-v-e
L-o-v-e, l-o-v-e

She's so sexy, so cool
She's the baddest girl I seen
I'm wonderin why
I only see her in my dreams
The love of my life,
She's the only one for me
My l-o-v-e, oh my l-o-v-e
(Oh my l-o-v-e)

2010-12-09T00:36:00.004+08:00

drowning myself with water again..!! i really hate tis sick feelin..!! nothing is productive..!!! half the time i'm blowing my nose..!! cant concentrate at all..!!! irritating...!!!!

2010-12-08T18:02:00.002+08:00

maybe you dont know.. maybe you know but choose to ignore or avoid....

i rather you NOT know....

2010-12-07T08:47:00.003+08:00

last sunday was the SCSM.. walked/run for 44.195+ km all together..!! why..? because the baggage collection is at the F! pit while the end point is at Padang..!! we actually ran pass the F1 pit and den ends at Padang den walk all the way back to collect our bags.. but really much thanks to Terence and Gerald throughout the run..!! again i'm the liability to them..!!

it's actually a bad experience altogether..!! not the first time i ran a full marathon but is really bad.. the result is far worse than my previous run maybe due to the sun and the lack of sleep prior to the run..!! hm.. lesson learnt.. running with a headache is so not fun..!! i think for sometime, i wont be runnin as much le.. really got a slight phobia of running for now..

now body is quite weak.. got fever and all.. jus hope i can recover asap..!!! if not cant work on thurs and fri le..!! ):

2010-12-04T05:09:00.002+08:00

last day of Home Alone Series..!!

today didnt accomplish much.. woke up at 9.30, wonderin whether to go for PBF.. end up went to school, met up wif Denise and Sq to pass SQ the RunAcross T and decided to skip the lecture totally..! but i did scan the card.. actually we are havin a test on chapt 4 and 5 de.. but i didnt attend so asked Christopher to help me get the paper.. hope he had taken for me.. Sorry to him and the lecturer for ponning the lecture.. this is the very first time i skipped a lesson totally..!! i mus really do well for PBF..!!

oh.! btw, i drove to SIM, den send SQ to BBDC before heading home.. cooked myself lunch and den completed the another half of the audit files.. leavin me with 2more to be done by tml(Sunday)..!! after completing the files, i nap for a while, until i woke up becos of the heavy rain..!! damn heavy lah..!! pouring into my livin room lor..!! lucky i still go around the house to check for open windows..!! haha..

went for dinner at grandma's hse and den off to work.. today's work supposed to end at 3.. but apparently there's this group of usual customers who always stays till 3.30..!! so end up, i reached home onli like 4.44..?! YES I SAW THAT MAGICALLY NUMBER..!! :(

2010-12-03T03:47:00.002+08:00

Home Alone Diary Day 2..!!

Jus reached home not very long ago again..!! first day working at tis Japan KTV which Jeff introduced..!! today wasnt busy at all..!! managed to be slackin all the way.. damn sian.. work ended at 2 am but reached home onli at 3.20.. long ride home.. hm.. but at least i'm home..

2nd day of home alone.. grandmothers have been veri caring during this two days.. Ah Ma will call at times to see if i'm doin good.. Wai Po ask me go her hse for dinner..!! it's really nice to have ppl to care abt you..!!

2010-12-02T05:54:00.002+08:00

Day one of Home Alone..!!

jus can back not very long ago.. hm.. actually rather long le lah.. one hour..!? been doin the auditin after showering..!!

came back from Mambo-ing with FH peeps..!! it was FUN..!! lesser of the camwhoring, but still managed to take lots of pics wif Shannon's new camera..!!

goin to sleep soon.. till got lect at 12 later..!! waking up at 10 (i hope)..!!! =D

Nitex ppl..!! =D

2more days to home alone!!!

2010-11-29T23:58:00.002+08:00

tis mornin work up at 7.30.. after showeriing den realised tat the test is at 9..!! was slightly late but still, failed it.. lucky it's not some UOL exams..!! kinda emo after tat.. i think if i fail any of my UOL units, i will jus COL..!!

after tat head to airport to see my parents off..! they are goin CHINA..!! so went and had lunch wif them, see them go into the transit area den shop around alone.. much tempted to spent and spurge but still retrained myself..!

head back to school for POA.. Today is monday..!! as usual, revision day again..!! spent much time on waiting for my dinner.. apparently i wan to eat RICE but the japanese stall jus happens to finish it's RICE..!! so waited for the very kind auntie to cook.. meanwhile she keep apologise abt the wait and even gave me one Chawanmushi..!!

After dinner carried on with revision..!! and got rather emo suddenly.. so ya.. frankly speakin, i havent got any better.. haiz.. dont noe wat's wrong wif me also.. jus emo.. haha.. hope tml will be better ba.. tml will be the last day for me in Xerox tower as a telemarketer le..!! starting work somewhere else..!

hm.. off to have some choco therapy..

2010-11-28T23:53:00.003+08:00

Done wif 4.3Km tis morning..!! took 23mins..!! ran with Gary Ng..!!!

Yest couldnt sleep very well because i was afraid that i will wake up late tis mornin for the run and caused 3more ppl to miss the run..!! anyway, managed t0 wake up at 5, showered and fetch SQ, Gary and Denise to Bedok Reservoir for the RUN ACROSS..!!

Actually we were supposed to report at 7.30, but we set off earlier to get a parking lot..!! but apparently we all received a sms saying tat the parking lot was full at 4am..!! so we actually took our time and also got abit lost while heading to AMK.. haha.. but still, we are early..!! reached at 7..!! *oh. sorry Judith for not fetching you, u had 'punched' me le..!*

after the run, took lots of pics and den head to Bedok Central for lunch and den home..!! went for short nap.. supposed to be down for only 45min but ended waking up after 1.5hours..!! woke up, revised abit den went JP for dinner wif ML,HQ,JY,and ZH..!! havent seen them for some time le..!! was nice chatting again..!! =D

tml supposed to have dodgeball de.. but i think we couldnt get the slots, so end up nth again.. will be goin for test tml morning.. maybe heading down airport to send my parents off..!! they goin CHINA..!! *did i mention tat my brother and dasao went JAPAN on sat..!?* ENVY much~~~

hm.. will be sleepin soon.. another long say tml..!! =D

2010-11-24T10:34:00.002+08:00

decided to blog abt something.. nth in mind to blog abt actually, but jus want to update tis place...!!

hm.. let me see.. Updates in my life...

Firstly, FoodHunt is OVER..!! ): Although one less commitment to deal wif, but the meetings, people, fun we had, food we ate will be very much missed..!!! anyways, FoodHunt was very very successful..!! till now i haven heard any complaints..!! AWESOME COMM..!!! Next up will be the FH Chalet..!!! looking forward to it..!!! =D

Next, my work as a TELEMARKETER in Prudential is coming to an end..! decided to stop there becos of the very few contribution to my bosses (i feel guilty), the distance traveled (considering i'm saving up.!), and the timin of work.. i previously mentioned that is a very flexible timing work..!! but i can onli work on Mon and Tue mornings..!! and after tat rush for school.. so decided to stop there and pick up another part time job..!!

hm.. have been trying hard to reduce my expenditure.. but i got a feeling tat my past habits of 'just spend' is comin back..!!!! long ago, when i'm buying things(especially food), i will 'just spend onli'..! den only few weeks back.. i decided to cut down on everything..!! so i become very much caution regarding how much i'm spending..!! but now, seems like i will 'just spend' again..!! NOT GOOD....!!!! :(

hm.. shall cont again soon.. heading for school in awhile..!! ECONS..!!! (:

have a gf..??

2010-11-03T22:45:00.001+08:00

abt having a gf, i'm thinkin whether to or not to have one.. not saying tat if i wan one, i can get it with a snap of my fingers.. but jus to think abt the pros and cons of it, makes me consider hard..

take for example, if i like tis girl now, will she like me..!?

although very much i would like her to be my girlf, i wouldnt want her to be treated lightly becos of my other commitments.. study, work, cca, friends.. i know myself.. i rather over protective and possessive boyf.. i also understand tat not all girls can accept this..

another point is i dont noe how to woo a girl..!! wat shld i do to go after tat girl whom i'm interested in..? i worry of 弄巧反拙.. haiz.. i dont like the feeling tat she got distance from me.. as a cancerian, i tend to be overly emotional.. especially when i feels tat she's distancing from me.. which i noe is NOT GOOD at all..!! Normally i will take action only when i noe she also got feeling for me.. this makes lots of things easier.. but i think tat things tat are achieved easily usually not veri much cherished..

BUT..!! THE POINT IS I DONT WAN A GirlF now..!! ): 就算 i really got someone in mind, i have to wait.. or shld i not wait..!?! haiz~~~~

complicated life~~~

2010-11-03T22:25:00.003+08:00

Complicated thinkin of mine~~

have been wondering about a few things recently..

actually, life's sad.. everyone are born, den grow up as normal.. den expected to study very hard to get good results in order to get a better job in the future.. when u start workin, you will have to work hard to reach the top of the organization.. this is jus so that you will be financially independent.. other than working hard, one also expected to find a partner and get married.. after which, give birth and the kids has to go through whatever mentioned above..

why do we all have to go through this template..!?!? studying hard, and working hard for 40 over years jus to 'enjoy' the rest of the lifetime..?! hm.. i think it's quite meaningless..

2010-10-31T00:38:00.002+08:00

Hi All..!!

HAPPY HALLOWEEN..!!!

Havent been updating tis website for sometime loh... jus here to clear up the dust abit.. hehe.. School had started for 2months already..!? well.. school work's goin fine.. am still workin part time at the telemarketer job.. but the work is onli Mon and Tues morning..! so onli workin for pathetic 8hrs every week..! for the 'just-enough' allowance, i have to cont..!! no choice..!!

Recently found out that the transport cost is really veri high..!! why isnt there concessions for adults..!? i already gave up hope on askin why SIM cant be regarded as one of the local U and give the student concession le.. but anyway, was searchin for the concession for myself, i read up tis..::

Transfer Rules

Pay with an EZ-Link or NETS Flashpay stored value card
You may make up to 5 transfers within a single journey, with a 45-minute allowance between each transfer
You can take up to 2 hours to complete your journey
You can enter and exit the train network only once in a journey and
You should not take the same bus service number more than once in a journey

Make use of the right transferring to safe up..!! plan your route..!! haha..

Actually i also dont really know y i keep saving up..! for my future i guess..!? haha.. at tis point of time, i got no time for alot of things.. jus save lor.. for RAINY days..!!

hm.. dont noe wat else to type le(excuse)..

ok.. i'm lazy..!!

back to revision le..!! =D

bb..!

2010-09-16T23:57:00.002+08:00

did i mention tat i was in selected for SRC..?! was in the Projects Committee.. in Food Hunt event.. but frankly speakin, i'm abit regretted signing up for SRC.. kinda tied down by lots of stuffs..

i need to start plannin..!! planning for my future and life le..!! many many things i need to focus on..!!

the many things are::

1. family.

2. studies.

3. friends.

4. work(s).

5. CCA.

6. training (running).

the above is wat i can think of now.. need to think of more revenue earnings becos of my high expenditure..!!

maybe i shld reduce my spending by:

1. Eating out less;

2. Eating less;

3. Eating cheaper;

4. Travel less;

5. Stay home more;

6. Meet up with friends less;

7. All of the above..!

it jus sucks to feel poor..!! even asking allowances from my dad since unfilial.. but~~~ haiz.. wat to do..?! jus start plannin abt my finance properly lor.. money doesnt come easily.. but save and scrimp is the best method le..!!

2010-09-10T14:24:00.000+08:00

back to post after so so so long..!!!

things are goin fine tis few weeks.. started workin part time at Prudential.. AS A TELEMARKETER..!!! NOT AN AGENT...!!! so dont siam me, or give me a weird look..!! anyway, not bad a job. at least flexible timing and good pay.. best of all, great bosses..!! haha..

Still waiting for the start of Uni..!! have been waiting for so so so lonng too..!!! startin onli 20th..!! but at least i found someone wif the same class as me for Marketing le..!!! :D

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Yest went for JiaWen's bday celebration at Le Bar.! Drank, had fun, sang..!! :D

had fun till the morning, me and ZH went to Bugis for breakfast at McDonalds and chat alot..! abt regrets, life, love and future..!! haha.. guess we both are worryin abt similar things... haha..

anyway, things will get better once i grad, and am stable in my career..! :D (HOPEFULLY..!)

2010-07-28T17:13:00.002+08:00

i guess i'm jus lazy to blog..!!

Weeks have past since my last post.. been through alot of activities during the weeks..

first will be the UOL (SRC) FOC.. it had been sometime for myself to be a camper again.. i was in Pink OG (OG 10).. The whole camp was great except for the "SP" game.. it's kinda weird for two complete strangers to hold hands throughout the whole SP game.. i mean.. will u start holding hands of ur date on the first date..?! most likely not ba.. but otherwise, i think the camp was great..!! OG 10 is a group of awesome ppl..!! fun and interesting to hang around wif..!! i got a feelin my UOL experience wont be boring ever since i know them..!! :D

the rest of the weeks are working and outings wif the awesome OG10..!! (jus lazy to elaborate more).. :D

2010-07-10T21:40:00.002+08:00

Yest marks the end of the Volvo job.. the pay was quite low if you talk abt the things that u are supposed to do.. but ppl there are quite nice.. so ya..

went for CADC's CA's event after work.. they had BBQ.. i think they had fun.. i didnt.. see familiar faces there.. but didnt mingle wif the juniors much cos i dont wan to let ppl have chance to say i go down to hong gals.. like ya.. anyway, good to see few of them although they might be wondering why the hell i go down for..

after tat, went for Island Creamery wif YY, Ml and Deyi.. Allan and his gf went off as soon as they bought the ice creams.. rushing off to fetch his aunt.. so ya.. ice cream wasnt really nice i guess.. got even moodier after eating..

drove my bro to airport.. set off from home at 12+... like late.. came back alone... in less than 30mins.. average speed of 120km/h.. i guess i'm still lucky not to get caught for speeding.. haha.. anyway, my bro is off to Taiwan.. Envy..!! :(

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went out for another work today.. went 3places.. Tiong Bahru, Bugis and Tampines.. promoting for BreadTalk's 10 anniversary promotion..

BreadTalk Promotion..!!

Breads: 1 for $1.10

Buy 10 will be 10 dollars..!!

had been shouting tis for few hours.. limitless times... i guess if tonite i were to dream, is definitely on the promotion..!! maybe i might jus mumble some out..

2010-07-09T23:34:00.005+08:00

三字经

人之初，性本善。性相近，习相远。

苟不教，性乃迁。教之道，贵以专。

昔孟母，择邻处。子不学，断机杼。

窦燕山，有义方。教五子，名俱扬。

养不教，父之过。教不严，师之惰。

子不学，非所宜。幼不学，老何为。

玉不琢，不成器。人不学，不知义。

为人子，方少时。亲师友，习礼仪。

香九龄，能温席。孝于亲，所当执。

融四岁，能让梨。弟于长，宜先知。

首孝悌，次见闻。知某数，识某文。

一而十，十而百。百而千，千而万。

三才者，天地人。三光者，日月星。

三纲者，君臣义。父子亲，夫妇顺。

曰春夏，曰秋冬。此四时，运不穷。

曰南北，曰西东。此四方，应乎中。

曰水火，木金土。此五行，本乎数。

十干者，甲至癸。十二支，子至亥。

曰黄道，日所躔。曰赤道，当中权。

赤道下，温暖极。我中华，在东北。

寒燠均，霜露改。右高原，左大海。

曰江河，曰淮济。此四渎，水之纪。

曰岱华，嵩恒衡。此五岳，山之名。

古九州，今改制。称行省，三十五。

曰士农，曰工商。此四民，国之良。

地所生，有草木。此植物，遍水陆。

有虫鱼，有鸟兽。此动物，能飞走。

稻粱菽，麦黍稷。此六谷，人所食。

马牛羊，鸡犬豕。此六畜，人所饲。

曰喜怒，曰哀惧。爱恶欲，七情具。

曰仁义，礼智信。此五常，不容紊。

青赤黄，及白黑。此五色，目所识。

酸苦甘，及辛咸。此五味，口所含。

膻焦香，及腥朽。此五臭，鼻所嗅。

宫商角，及徵羽。此五音，耳所取。

匏土革，木石金。与丝竹，乃八音。

曰平上，曰去入。此四声，宜调叶。

九族者，序宗亲。高曾祖，父而身。

身而子，子而孙。自子孙，至曾玄。

五伦者，始夫妇。父子先，君臣后。

次兄弟，及朋友。当顺叙，勿违背。

有伯叔，有舅甥。婿妇翁，三党名。

凡训蒙，须讲究。详训故，明句读。

礼乐射，御书数。古六艺，今不具。

帷书学，人共遵。既识字，讲说文。

有古文，大小篆。隶草继，不可乱。

若广学，惧其繁。但略说，能知源。

为学者，必有初。小学终，至四书。

论语者，二十篇。群弟子，记善言。

孟子者，七篇止。辨王载，说仁义。

中庸者，子思笔。中不偏，庸不易。

大学者，乃曾子。自修齐，至治平。

此二篇，在礼记。今单行，至治平。

四书通，孝经熟。如六经，始可读。

六经者，统儒术。文作周，孔子述。

易诗书，礼春秋。乐经亡，馀可求。

有连山，有归藏。有周易，三易详。

有典谟，有训诰。有誓命，书之奥。

有国风，有雅颂。号四诗，当讽诵。

周礼者，箸六官。仪礼者，十七篇。

大小戴，集礼记。述圣言，礼法备。

王迹息，春秋作。寓褒贬，别善恶。

王传者，有公羊。有左氏，有谷梁。

尔雅者，善辨言。求经训，此莫先。

古圣著，先贤传。注疏备，十三经。

左传外，有国语。合群经，数十五。

经既明，方读子。撮其要，记其事。

古九流，多亡佚。取五种，修文质。

五子者，有荀扬。文中子，及老庄。

经子通，读诸史。考世系。知终始。

自羲农，至黄帝。号三皇，在上世。

尧舜兴，禅尊位。号唐虞，为二帝。

夏有禹，商有汤。周文武，称三王。

夏传子，家天下。四百载，迁夏社。

汤伐夏，国号商。六百载，至纣亡。

周武王，始诛纣。八百载，最长久。

周共和，始纪年。历宣幽，遂东迁。

周道衰，王纳坠。逞士戈，尚游说。

始春秋，终战国。五霸强，七雄出。

蠃秦氏，始兼并。传二世，楚汉争。

高祖兴，汉业建。至孝平，王莽篡。

先武兴，为东汉。四百年，终於献。

魏蜀吴，争汉鼎。号三国，迄两晋。

宋齐继，梁陈承。为南朝，都金陵。

北元魏，分东西。宇文周，与高齐。

迨至隋，一土宇。不再传，失统绪。

唐高祖，起义师。除隋乱，创国基。

二十传，三百载。梁灭之，国乃改。

梁唐晋，及汉周。称五代，皆有由。

赵宋兴，受周祥。十八传，南北混。

辽兴金，皆夷裔。元灭之，绝宋世。

莅中国，兼戎狄。九十年，返沙碛。

太祖兴，称大明。纪洪武，都金陵。

迨成祖，迁宛平。十六世，至崇祯。

权阉肆，流寇起。自成入，神器毁。

清太祖，兴辽东。金之后，受明封。

至世祖，乃大同。十十世，清祚终。

凡正史，廿四部。益以清，成廿五。

史虽繁，读有次。史记一，汉书二。

后汉三，国志四。此四史，最精致。

先四史，兼证经。参通鉴，约而精。

历代事，全在兹。载治乱，知兴衰。

读史者，考实录。通古今，若亲目。

汉贾董，及许郑。皆经师，能述圣。

宋周程，张朱陆。明王氏，皆道学。

屈原赋，本风人。逮邹枚，暨卿云。

韩与柳，并文雄。李若杜，为诗宗。

凡学者，宜兼通。翼圣教，振民风。

口而诵，心而帷。朝於斯，夕於斯。

昔仲尼，师项橐。古圣贤，尚勤学。

赵中令，读鲁论。波既仕，学且勤。

披薄编，削竹简。波无书，且知勉。

头悬梁，锥刺股。彼不教，自勤苦。

如囊萤，如映雪。家虽贫，学不辍。

如负薪。如挂角。身虽劳，犹苦卓。

苏明允，二十七。始发愤，读书籍。

波既老，犹悔迟。尔小生，宜早思。

若荀卿，年五十。游稷下，习儒业。

波既成，众称异。尔小生，宜立志。

莹八岁，能咏诗。泌七岁，能赋棋。

波颖悟，人称奇。尔幼学，当效之。

蔡文姬，能辩琴。谢道韫，能咏吟。

波女子，且聪敏。尔男子，当自警。

唐刘晏，方七岁。举神童，作正字。

波虽幼，身已仕。尔细学，勉而致。

犬守夜，鸡司晨。苟不学，曷为人。

蚕吐丝，蜂酿蜜。人不学，不如物。

幼习业，壮致身。上匡国，下利民。

扬名声，显父母，光于前，裕于后。

人遗子，金满籯，我教子，帷一经。

勤有功，戏无益。戒之哉，宜勉力。

2010-07-06T23:19:00.003+08:00

Results for my bridging course is finally out..!!

I got an A for Maths which means 70% -100%

I got a B+ for Econs which means 60% - 69%..

for the Econs paper, i didnt attempt one of the long question and tat shld cost me 25 marks.. tat means for the rest of the questions i got at most 15% wrong..!! Amazing..!! it's Econs afterall..!! haha.. So happy for myself..!! like wow..!! i finally understand the meaning of 'you reap wat you sow'.. i pays off well for studying so hard.. :D

above is the best news for myself tonite..

another good news is tat i got into JNP le..!! (like finally)

haha.. i think Earnest and Chin also inside liao.. Scout also got in.. hm.. got to be veri nice to work together again..!! :D

Started work at Volvo warehouse today.. the carrying and moving is more than wat i did in Cisco previously.. and the parts are even heavier.. :(

i think my back is breaking soon.. hope i can get out of it asap.. :(

got to go to sleep liao.. nite world..!! :D

since

i cant be your hero anymore.......

i would like to be you guardian angel..can i..?

1st Video..!

2010-07-05T09:42:00.002+08:00

first time making video.. had been doin tis for sometime le.. but still cant manage to put transitions in between the pictures.. need to consult veggie first..

anyway, tis video is supposed to be post before my bday.. but it was late..

Nevertheless, hope you all will like it..!! :D

happy birthday..!! (again)

2010-07-02T23:52:00.004+08:00

happy birthday to myself again..!!

hm.. received alot of fb wall post wishing me happy birthday..!! received alot of sms-es too..!! thanks alot ppl..!!

tis year's bday was like jus another normal day.. hm.. other den enrollment talk and my grandpa's bday dinner, i think i will jus stay at home the whole day.. 托我外公的福.. den i can have such a awesome dinner..!!

actually i realised FB is seriously a veri sociable network.. apparently my settings for my birthdate is set to not shown.. but once YY started wishing me happy birthday, everyone den realise it's my bday..!! so yar.. still lots of thanks to everyone who wished me..!! but who really do remember is my birthday..!? like seriously..

anyway, i intent to keep a low profile tis year.. tat's y i changed the setting.. come to think abt it, wat's so special abt birthdays..!?

it is jus how much my mother suffered from the pain becos of my very existence 22years back.. 22 years ago on the 2nd of July till 22years later, today, wat have i achieved..!? with less than 2k in my bank, not a proper job/qualification on hand, no pretty gf/wife, lots of regrets of previous years, i think i'm a failure.. but i jus feel so useless and hopeless..

i jus hope i can get good results in the next 2 years in UOL and hopefully, find the other half in my uni life and get a very good and promising career.. it's not going to be easy.. but i think i can fulfill at least the first goal.. so ya..

anyway, wasnt veri happy today.. dont noe why but jus dont feel as happy.. emo..!? i guess not.. jus not feeling happy.. how u define EMO btw.. everyone keep saying tat i'm emo, keep askin me not to be.. but am i being emo..!? i jus not feelin happy.. haiz.. i shldnt feel like tis today de.. but i jus cant help it.. maybe tis is wat they call emo ba.. aiya.. f-it.. like i care.. f..!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF..?!?! hm.. am i..?!

Happy Birthday..!! :D

2010-07-02T08:15:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF..!!! :)

today is my grandfather's and ChenWei's bday too..!!

So Happy Birthday everyone..!! be happy and healthy..!!

2010-07-01T21:23:00.003+08:00

today went SIM for orientation day..!!

A day of activities.. played some and met alot of new ppl..!! realised tat there are actually alot of pretty girls around.. my orientation group happens to have 2 Jun Weis..! haha.. one Neo and one Tan.. haha.. both taking Banking and Finance and starting year 2.. amazing..! haha.. Saw long lost poly classmates too.. Misty and Koon Boon.. hope we can meet up soon..!! :D gives me more reasons to forget her..

Left earlier, went for blood donation wif Jia Bei after tat.. today is still considered as her first time for donation.. she failed her blood pressure test the last time.. so when back today.. passed that test but was rejected because her veins are too small..!! So gals, those who intending to donate blood, make sure u are healthy, and exercise often..!! :D

Went for frog porridge after tat.. Haven had it for very long time le..!! It is still very nice lor.. haha.. Anyway, it's JB's first time eating it too..!! she was reluctant at first.. but after me persuading her, she agreed to try..!! and she say it's dont taste like frog.. so for those who didnt eat before, go try..!! like serious..!! :D

tml goin SIM again for the enrolment talk..

2010-06-30T18:07:00.002+08:00

i've jus realised my lessons starts on the 20th of Sept..!! :D

next two days will be busy.. UOL orientation day tml.! fri will be the enrollment talk..!

oh yar.. tml i goin for blood donation..!! yay..!! like finally..!! :D

2010-06-24T20:01:00.002+08:00

Today is the 2nd last day of work.. As boring as usual.. Tml last day, goin for interview after tat.. another job starts on Sat..!!

like tat i wont be free at all..!! Anyway, the new job is jus being volunteer for the Singapore World Cup Festival..!! so my job ends on 11th.. Is an overnight job and only working on matches day..! So ya.. after tat, goin to be jobless again..

Went for a run on tues.. one round around NTU was torturing.. a one hour jog, my legs are still aching.. shit me..

dont noe wat else to type le.. anymore thoughts will be emo thoughts again.. haha.. bb ppl..!!

2010-06-23T23:49:00.003+08:00

Mr. Neo Jun Wei..!!

I DONT like you because you are always EMO..

I DONT like you because you are very INDECESIVE..

I DONT like you because you COULDNT get into Local U

I DONT like you because you always CANNOT wake up on time..!

I DONT like you because you are not DISCIPLINE enough..

I DONT like you because you are simply NOT GOOD ENOUGH..!!

I DONT like you simply because you are F-up..!!

tired..!!!

2010-06-21T20:35:00.002+08:00

today has been a tired day.. went for work, close my eyes whenever possible.. i need sleep..!

i realized i talked a bit too much recently.. somehow offended my friends.. stupid mouth of mine.. haiz.. i hate the me now.. argh.. should reduce on the words coming out from my mouth.. in fact, not onli should.. is MUST..!!! Control Junwei Control...!!!

Thanks Kenneth and Alex for the hugs on Friday and Saturday..! Were nice.. i need hugs badly.. :(

一山不能藏二虎。 when the first tiger wasnt around, the 2nd one came into play.. when the first tiger came back, the 2nd one should hide itself..

Spare tire.. something that you will be extremely grateful when u need it.. other then in time of emergency, it will just be lying in the boot of the car, covered by a piece of something.. only when the main tire give way, will the need of the spare tire comes in play.. if not it will just be lying there for the rest of the life.. even when the spare is in play, it will soon be replaced again..

2010-06-20T21:43:00.002+08:00

Yest: 190610.. (Cont from previous post)

Went out in the afternoon to meet my Detachment mates.. Thought i'm late. but apparently i'm one of the earliest.. Anyway, from the 15guys, only 7 went.. Of which, only6 had lunch together.. Had Pizza Hut.. :D

Wanted to catch a movie but either the movie tickets are selling fast or one or two or them have already watched them.. So ended up in LAN gaming..! Hm.. Call of Duty is FUN..!!! Played 3hours and HAD FUN..!! haha..

Went off after that since most of them had programs in the evening.. So went to my grandma's house for dinner.. Dinner was good as usual..!! Walked home after dinner despite being so tired.. but just got the feeling to go home..

Today: 200610

Had dinner at Sakura.. In celebration for Fathers' Day.. Just sent my auntie back home.. she lived in Hougang.. If not for the cars on road, i could have reached home earlier.. Driving at a speed of 100.. Not fast enough.. No in rush lah.. But just want reach home ASAP.. IDK why also..

Today is not a Happy day for me.. Not sure why.. but a bit moody on my way back.. ARGH..!! I HATE TIS FEELING..!!!! :(

Happy DADs' Day...!!! :D

2010-06-20T12:40:00.000+08:00

Meeting ups..! :D

2010-06-19T20:33:00.003+08:00

Yest: 180610

marks the end of my bridging course..!! Both Economics and Mathematics courses are done..!! Next will be awaiting for the results.. If not much carelessness, I should be able to make it.. :)

went out with a considerably a big group of my secondary school classmates..! total 11 of us..!! 11 includes: JiaWen, ShanShan, Evlyn, KaiLing, WanHan, SuiLin, Cheryl, ZhaoHee, Kenneth, MengLui and Me..! Most was late but we still took some time to decide what to have for dinner.. Ended up with Mr. Curry.. Waited for some time again before getting a 11-pax seat.. Aimed for the 1-for-1 promotion but apparently the staff gave us the wrong info.. So ended up with a bit of unpleasant discussion with the Manager..

Had dinner, decided to chill out at Brewrekz.. Some of the gang left.. Leaving 7 of us chilling out, chatting away.. Wanted to buy a Tower of Beer but they ran out of Towers.. So ended up, we bought 3 Jugs instead.. One thing good about the difference is that we get to taste 3 different beers.. Watched a bit of Live World Cup Match, Slovenia vs USA.. Slovenia was leading 2-0 went we watched.. but at the end of the match, USA managed to catch up and it was a draw..

Chatted till around 2plus, got 'chased out' by the staffs.. so we left and went to McDonalds.. had 3 sets of McNugget meal and stayed till 3am..!! Finally decided to head home, reached home at 3.30, slept at 3.45, woke up at 5.45..!!! Damn tired..!!

Changes~~

2010-06-17T09:51:00.000+08:00

Jus changed my blog layout and template and FONT..!! :D

Formulas..!!

2010-06-17T09:36:00.005+08:00

tis was random.. came out wif a simple one during the last nite of maths revision..

something like tis:

u happy = i happy.

:. u happy jiu hao..

after tat, Ying Tong commented and inspired me.. she says sometime, you happy =/= i happy.. but still, u happy jiu hao.. so came out wif another..

Let x = uhappy,

y = ihappy

(x - y )(x + y) = 0 ; where x > 0

:. x = y or x = -y

Sub. x and y into eqtn,

uhappy = ihappy or -ihappy

Since x > 0,

:. uhappy = ihappy

2010-06-15T18:19:00.002+08:00

i saw randomly while looking for some interesting quotes..

ihaddoneatleast3thingsonthelistwifher.. :)

2010-06-15T00:29:00.002+08:00

hm.. last post was from 6th June..!! i haven been blogging for 9days..!! wow..!!

Apparently, nothing very spectacular occurs to me during tis nine days...!! hm.. life is still the same~~

I'm not working tis week at Cisco because i'm having my papers on Wed and Fri.. so took few days off to revise.. both papers are from 2-5pm.. Maths on Wed and Economics on Fri..

Did more than enough Past Years Paper for Maths these few days.. Left 3 more PYPs den i'm done.. i guess i'm pretty prepared for the test.. :D hopefully things turns up alright.. :D

Last Sat went McDonalds to revise with Ah Guan after the library closed.. Rare view there.. with all those soccer fanatics watching Live World Cup telecast inside Mac.. It was rather interesting to see their expressions when teams were about to score.. the kind of excitement.. haha.. Anyways, there are just too many spectators congesting the way, making it hard for people to buy food..

Economics give me more worries.. less confidence for tat.. no PYPs for Econs.. pray hard tat it wont be diff.. anyway, for both papers, i only need like 34%to pass.. since it is just bridging modules, i only have to pass it to get exempted.. so.. i think i'm still good.. :D

Work will carry on next week, tis weekend will be packed..!! straight after my last paper, i'll be meeting my sec school classmates.. Sat will be spending the day with my Platoon 2 Det 3 brothers, and Sunday's evening will be dinner with my family..!! :D

Recently have no discipline for PT..!! NO GOOD..!!

I need to start running from the start of next week..!! :)

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Happiness is a choice.. SO SMILE..!!! :D

2010-06-06T18:54:00.002+08:00

it's officially a bad news day..!! heard one and received one..

first is tat my bro and his wife is onli moving into their new flats like after their wedding.. meaning, i onli havin my own room next year.. hm.. no choice anyway..

2nd piece of news is rather random and surprising.. nth much to talk abt it lah.. jus feels sad although i shld be happy.. it's supposed to be a good news.. so yar.. nvm..

had a weird dream yest.. dreamt tat she is harassed by one guy.. i stood at a distance away, onli can witness but cant do anything.. feels so useless in my dream.. maybe i am..

however, went swimmin jus now den decrypted the dream.. i'm actually the 3rd party and that 'guy' is there to protect her.. she's not mine in the first place anyways.. so ya.. is the other way round.. i was the harasser, 'he' onli there to protect her.. he's the SUPERMAN but i'm the villain.. and i was proven rite..

nice.. now i'm a dream-decrypter..

2010-06-05T22:42:00.003+08:00

yest slept quite late again.. woke up rather early tis mornin to help my mom again.. came back home den sleep again.. woke up, left for SIM..

stupid me brought econs notes for maths lect.. lucky the module ended le.. so today is revision onli.. luckily i brought along the small note book.. at least got something for me to write on.. today's class veri cold.. i jus nice didnt bring jacket.. so i suffered..

after lect went to cityhall meeting Song Chee for dinner at Junyi's place.. Charcoal @ The Treasury.. it was fine dinning actually.. the food were nice..!! :D

anyway, stayed in McDonalds to revise for around 2hours.. meanwhile, Jelena, WenYa, Yi Yang and Deyi pop by..!! haha.. met them (plus Allan and Shao Kai) after my dinner at MOF.. veri long didnt meet up wif them loh.. hm.. nice anyway..

2010-06-03T22:19:00.002+08:00

hectic week..!!

study and work study and work.. argh.. tis week diff from the past weeks.. hm.. everyday is workin and studyin/revising.. plus plus.. tis week got 5WORKING DAYS..!!! for the last 2weeks, onli 4 working day.. haiz..

woke up tis morning reluctantly.. dream of something (cant remember wat) tot today is weekend liao.. so when i was called by my sis, i almost asked her why she wake me up for.. haha.. lucky didnt ar.. if not sure get scolding frm her de.. haha..

went to lib to revise jus now.. nth can get into my brain so decided to do it again tml..!! maybe today too tired.. anyway, jus now den i realised tat THERE'S NO LESSON TML..!!! Yay..!! hm.. quite late to realise but better late den never.. better den i reached SIM tml den realise.. haha.. anyway, time to sleep now..!! :D

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hey.! it is not abt you and him anymore tis time.. it is abt ur gang..! so jus go and in fact, ask him along..! remember, put group interest before self-interest..!! so smile..!! no matter wat, i'm here.. :D

2010-05-30T12:40:00.002+08:00

hm.. sunday afternoon..! at home.. sian~~~ :(

my legs carried my for another 42km yest.. took us 6hours and 15 mins for the whole journey.. ran and walked.. we were champions for the first 21km..!! a short term target for myself -met.. stretch for abit near the turning point, ate power gel.. but apparently rest of the journey feels veri bloated.. tat's y didnt run much.! sorry guys for slowin you all down..

Terence and i completed the 42km together.!! hm.. throughout the run i couldnt run much cos feels veri 辛苦.. but Terence stayed wif me all the way..!! i noe he can run de.. but he slow himself down to accompany me..!! tat's when i noe the importance of brotherhood.. sometimes brothers are more impt den gf..!! at least i believe when a gal walks out of your life, your brothers will still be there wif you.. haha.. shit.. i'm turnin gay..!!

hm.. halfway thru the walkin part, i realise i have been ill-treatin my legs for these past 2 years.!! have been running and walkin for countless of times.. most of the distance are jus nt normal.. jus talk abt the past 2weeks.. ran 25km follow by a 42km in 2sundays.!! not normal.. so for sometime, i'll let my leg rest..!! totally..!! it's time to replay it back... if not until one day when i turn old, the legs will start givin me problems.. haha.. SORRY legs..!!

FRI went TCC in attempts to study..!! the gallery is still as nice as ever..!! missed those days when we mug at the TCC during my 3rd year...!! hm.. went wif ah guan.. ordered quite a fabulous lunch, took photos, started studying.. tried to squeeze as much information as possible into my small brain.. but didnt hit my target.. my brain full liao before i can squeeze somemore stuffs in.. haha.. so decided to rest.. went Dhoby Ghaut wif guan to search for his cue.. and he bought it.. $396 if i didnt remember wrongly..!! hm.. nvm.. lucky i dont have such hobby.. haha.. in fact i got no particular hobbies..!! so no life.. -_-

Yest went for lessons at SIM again.. when in toilet, realised that i got new strands of white hair..!! must be becos of my Fri's mugging.. ECONS really kill ppl.. one day u people will see me wif a head of white hair, if it's black, i might be dyed.. haha..

2010-05-27T22:39:00.003+08:00

i wan to be your SUPERMAN..!!

Hi everyone..!!!

2010-05-27T00:34:00.005+08:00

hi everyone.!

Pls leave a tag so tat i noe u came.. ty..!

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2010-05-27T00:27:00.005+08:00

i keep thinking of giving up.. but somehow i can let it go..

i keep telling myself, now is not the time.. but somehow i'm worried tat if i let go now, i wont get it back in the future.!

i keep telling myself not to think.. but somehow i jus cant stop myself from thinkin..

i keep telling myself to smile, but somehow it jus wont last long..

haiz.. :(

2010-05-25T21:09:00.002+08:00

finished 25km passion run on sat..! took 2hours and 46mins.. cramps set in at around 18km.. i really wonder how am i goin to complete the comin up 42km sundown.. :)

Sunday, went to collect the adidas race pack for myself, my sis and her friend.. after tat, watched 'the last song'.. ate fish and co after tat.. spent quite alot tat day.. haha.. nvm lah.. at least i had fun and am happy..

already into the 2nd week of work le.. nth much changes.. so yar.. still bored as usual.. in fact getting from bad to worse.. but nvm.. applied for leave during my exams period.. one week to revise for my paper.. really wan to score well..!! jia you jun wei..!! :D

wonder if things will be the same.. jus dont turn for the worse.. one year.. jus one year.. if everything goes well for this one year, i will be a happy man.. i will make u a happy person also..!! or shld i reduce the time frame leh..? hm.. see how thing goes lah.. haha..

TGIF.!!

2010-05-21T22:52:00.002+08:00

TGIF..!! i finally understand tis phase..!!! haha..

i realised somethings in life, cannot be pushed de.. sometimes in the things that u want to achieve, there will be alot of obstacles.. when i say alot, is really alot..!! so much tat makes one wans to give up.. it is no longer about hanging in there, and doing your best.. when u noe tat the final outcome will not be the optimum, den perhaps givin up earlier is a better choice..

i actually give myself one year.. to find out whether more about someone.. i used to think that all the obstacles around me will be gone as time pass.. but it is not as it seems.. apparently, things jus dont seems to get better.. i look ahead.. one year down the road, i think it will be the same.. perhaps we will be better off as friends ba.. it has onli been 2months.?! hm.. to think abt it, abit short ar.. but nvtheless, i'm givin up.. all along i keep telling myself.. i wont get into a bgr wif my 'sis' or '干妹'..but i think i will jus treat u as my 妹 frm now on ba.. hah..

i noe once i start to work and earn, preferably earning big money, everything will turn better.. the current me, got time, no money.. got money, no time.. so.. wait till i have both on my hands, i will then think of other things.. if i get to find a gf in Uni, den good, if not, i will jus stay single till fate comes.. anyway, such thing 可遇不可求.. so ya.. wait lor..

p.s.: i really dont noe wat u thinkin.. perhaps if i can read ur mind, i will understand you more.. and frm there i can decide whether i shld give up..

2010-05-20T21:26:00.002+08:00

alrite i'm back..!! haven blogged for the past few days.. anyway, here it comes..

i have started work on tues..!! it's onli $6/hr but it jus fits wat i'm looking for.. near my hse, dont eat in to my nite lessons and no work on sat jiu ok le.. anyway, i still have to have to thank Marcus Then for the introduction.. Thanks Marcus..!! :D

hm.. today is my SISTER's BIRTHDAY..!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIS..!!!! =D

went out for a run jus now.. shun bian test my new shoes.. err.. the shoes are great..! hm.. anyway, ran to the stadium behind den realise they are having soccer match.. so is not available for the public to run.. so decided to run along the MRT track again.. jus started not long, jiu starts to drizzle le.. so took a route nearer to home.. ran along Jalan Bahar den turn into NTU den back home.. took me near 1hour.. including the traffic lights.. hm.. think the total distance onli like 8km ba.. haha..

tot of afew things again during the jog.. wonder if i shld carry on or not.. it jus seems difficult..

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rep·u·ta·tion
[rep-yuh-tey-shuhn] Show IPA
–noun
1.
the estimation in which a person or thing is held, esp. by thecommunity or the public generally; repute: a man of goodreputation.
2.
favorable repute; good name: to ruin one's reputation bymisconduct.
3.
a favorable and publicly recognized name or standing formerit, achievement, reliability, etc.: to build up a reputation.
4.
the estimation or name of being, having, having done, etc.,something specified: He has the reputation of being a shrewdbusinessman.

tis thing.. is hard to build up but easily to be tarnished..! worse thing is that is can be tarnished by wat other says abt that person.. how easily it will be destroyed will den depends on the trust he have by others.. so.. if u think your reputation is veri impt for urself, den pls cherish ppl around u.. however some things are unpredictable de.. learn how to handle the situation ba.. :D

2010-05-17T14:01:00.002+08:00

Home sweet home..!!!! back from je.. got a job finally..!!! starting tml..!! :D

Yest went orchard for a mission to get myself a jacket..!! onli place i can think of.... UNIQLO..!! hm.. remembered that they had this relative cheap jacket..

anyway, brought both my younger cousins along wif me.. since their exams are over and their parents arent at home.. hm.. alighted at Orchard station and the younger cousin attempt to read the chinese name of Orchard.. she read "ya bu".. i was like huh..?!?! so i ask her again.. she repeated, "鸦布".. it is suppose to be "wu jie" or "乌节".. it was the joke of the day.. had Mcdonalds for lunch den proceed to hunt for my jacket..!!

didnt find the cheaper one.. all looked similar.. but the price tag shows 49.90..! abit too steep for me.. so decided to get it already anyway, so i check abt the colour, the size and confirm the price wif the staff.. it turn out tat there is no more black for my size.. but the price of the jacket is onli $19.90..!!!! $30 cheaper lor..!! haha.. so i took the white colour one.. haha.. good to hear that white suits me more..!!! :D

after buying the jacket, shopped around.. bought another 2polo t from Metrox.. more specifically, clothes from ONE EARTH.. simple polo t wif Orangutan's logo.. haha.. even nicer.. spent again.. :(

walked around, went in to alot of shops.. of all, muji is the best.!! haha.. shop wif things tat i wan to buy but no money.. haha.. soon.. once i starts to earn.. i will get wat i wan.. hahah..

2010-05-15T21:58:00.003+08:00

Another sat..!! woke up early to go my grandma hse..! was kinda late lah.. but still alrite in time to help my grandma mop floor.. =D

anyway, went for maths lect, bought bubble tea and OCK for lunch.. ate and drink during lect.. hm.. lesson ended early, went to novena to meet andrew and zhanhong to collect the race pack for PASSION RUN..!! supposed to meet at 1700 but i reached 1hour earlier.. walked around and finally sat at one place to watch movies on my ipod..!! Veggie was there too..!! so he joined us till he went to find his mua-ji.. :D

bought a pair of running shoes from running lab and ate Ajisen's Ramen and den looked for running vest.. went home after tat..

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P.S.: i realise when u found out that ppl are talkin behind your back, u wont feel veri good.. apparently last time i used to tell myself, "dont need to care wat others say abt you. it's their mouth and u cant stop.." but now i noe wat ppl say really hurts.. especially, when wat they say isnt true.. haiz..

2010-05-13T19:27:00.002+08:00

knowing the truth can be hurtful.. but not knowing the truth is even worse..

today i found out something... hm.. i dont noe how to type my feelings down.. it is simply sad..

today wanted to run around SP again.. but think is better to run around my neighborhood.. reason for running in SP is because the distance is measured and so is easier for me to know how much i ran.. so decided.. for measured distance, i will be running in the stadium.! for other aimless runs, i shall jus run along the road.. =D

went SP for lunch, ate wanton mee..! hm.. was still as nice.. after which went to the hilltop library for revision.. spent 2hours doing 2questions.. need to understand wat i did.. so did it slowly.. couldnt really concentrate after hearing some news, cant really concentrate anymore.. hah.. so packed up and went home..

running later.. shall run alone.. lots of things to think abt.. things need to be sorted out in my mind.. hah..

2010-05-11T17:40:00.008+08:00

today went to see 跌打 for my leg.. haven been good ever since the last IPPT tat i took.. stupid SBJ.. not onli i still cant conquer u, i still injured myself becos of u.. tsk tsk..

went in to the clinic, the sinseh 把脉 for me.. den the next time he said is 'ok.. 来。躺下来。针灸。' i was like..?!?!? tis the first time i go to 中医 myself.. also the first time doin 针灸.. kinda scared.. but soon, the needle is already inside le.. not long after tis, the assistant tell me '我要开电了。会有一点震动'.. i was even more shocked.. i think the 电疗 is around a good 15 mins.. quite pain at some times.. after the 电疗, i didnt see wat they do.. but is think is known as the 刮痧.. not really tat pain.. lastly, the assistant apply the medicine and told me not to wet it till tml nite.. if can, dont bathe..!! wth..!!

see chinese sinseh can be fun.. but is a $40..! :( hm.. and apparently, my leg didnt get any better.. at least not yet.. hope it can recover asap.. i still have a marathon to run at the end of tis month.!! :(

2010-05-10T23:11:00.000+08:00

**WARNING** Tis is goin to be a loooonnnnnnngggg post..!!

(tis post is goin to tell the 1year 10 months of wat i did in army..!!)

NSF 11072008-10050210......

the journey begins on 11th Jul 2008... Went to Pasir Ris Camp (PRC) early in the morning with my parents, sis and ah ma.. dont noe wat to expect but quite lookin forward to it.. i know it will be a different life altogether.. but i know it will be fun..!!

had lunch together at the cook house.. food was nice (for the first day onli).. family left after visiting my bunk(place where i sleep).. living conditions was good too.. even the mattress is better den wat i've been sleepin for the past 20 years..!! haha.. Gather in the MPH for taking oath..

things are still not bad even after my family left.. collect the army recruit stuffs and den cut hair.. or rather shave hair..!!! hm.. i will always remember the first time i see myself in the mirror with my botak head.. that's the veri one time i got shocked wif my own reflection.. haha.. anyway, life's still good on the first day..

BMT was fun & shag.!! few day into BMT, we are asked to set targets for our detachments.. Nearing the end of BMT, we went thru this 8-days fieldcamp..!! during the 8 days, ate field rations, did urban ops, thrown grenades, crawl under live GPMG rounds and lots of walking.. finally, on the 6th day, we get to shower..!! but after tat was EX THUNDER STORM.. Climbed buildings, crawl to silent breach, act yi ge sentry duties.. finally realised tat the feelin of goin back to camp is the best.!

I wont forget abt the week 00, can parties, sentries in the afternoon (to sleep), birthday bashes (camo cream and KIWIs..!!), morning PT, SET-B, route marches in Marsling and Tekong, outfields, UDC, fun and laughters we had in BMT..!! BMT soon ended with the 24km route marches, war cry, POP parade..!! =D

after BMT, our detachment are separated into different vocations and doin different things.. I AM A DEMO BOATMAN..!! First in A-Wing, we were put in Tekong for the Navigation EX.. walk veri long in a part of Tekong..!! but completed the walk being the first to finish..!! tat's the first time tat i see IV-ing.. Cross-training was onli 2 weeks.. soon, DEMOMEN and SIGNALERS are posted to Hendon camp for the BAC (Basic Airborne Course). that's the first time i fall so many times in a DAY..!! Stick 2 of 194 BAC was led by Lee Bee Soon.. he's also the Boatman Course Course Spec.. i wont rem the nite before the 1st jump.. i was damn scare tat some mishap will happen.. but apparently, i was too 紧张.. but after the first jump, i realise i'm wrong..!! AIRBORNE IS DAMN FUN..!!

TO BE CONTINUED..............

i'm tired le.. haha.. shall cont it another day..

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P.S.: ppl come and go.. i noe ppl come.. but maybe leavin a tag will be nice.. TY..!! =D

2010-05-08T18:05:00.003+08:00

i wonder wat u ppl think of this..

Sometime back, i was veri bored when i'm in camp.. so i begin to text person A.. tryin to strike up a conversation.. but apparently, person A didnt reply me.. even if have it was a veri long wait.. being really bored, i decided to text another person, person B.. but at any one time, i onli text one person..

A and B were friends, both were girls.. i think the two of them do gossip together, happens to talk abt me.. den one day when i happened to meet them, A ask me.. do you text different gals every other day..??

is tis considered as two timing..?? i personally dont think so.. cos i jus wan to find ppl to 'chat'.. but i think some of u might think it otherwise..

after tis incident, i reduce the message i send to ppl liao.. i'm a texting person.. everytime there's a new msg, i will be slightly happier.. however most of the time is advertisement or information.. for tis u can ask my army mates..! haha..

ORD DINNER..!!!

2010-05-08T00:01:00.003+08:00

went Sp tis morning to do the eye check up.. nth much.. everything was alrite.. maintained my eye sight.. (still poor)..

went SG Flyer for 3rd Coy's Dinner..!!! reached before 6.30 cos meeting time is 6.30.. however, dinner starts at 7.30..!! 1 hour of commander's timing.. damn.. thus, ended late.. anyway, skipped yet another econs lesson.. tis lecture is abt perfect competition.. shldnt be tat bad lah.. no matter wat, skipped 2 lessons liao..!! hm.. shld be able to catch up.. tml is another maths lessons.. another 3 hours.. :)

Luckily i went for the COy dinner.. taking all the pics, i was thinkin wat if i'm not here.. all the pics wont have a bit of me..!! those are memories..!! :)

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it takes 2 hands to clap..

2010-05-07T00:10:00.001+08:00

hm.. yar.. apparently no one comes to my blog.. my tagboard seems dead.. :(

2010-05-06T23:25:00.003+08:00

woke up at 4.30+ tis mornin jus to drive my mom to my grandma's hse.. went back home, sleep again from 5 till 9.. =D

woke up, realised tat my pics didnt managed to be uploaded on fb.. so upload using the other method.. 5pics at a time.. slowly.. left home at 10 to SIM..

reached SIM, went to it's Lib.. look for the Econs textbook cos i worry i couldnt catch up becos i skipped yest's lessons becos of my parade.. found.! but is in the recommended course collection section.. and i can onli borrow it for 4 hours max..!! not possible so i sourced for alternatives.. found a suitable book and decided to borrow it.. den realised cannot borrow.. went over to the counter, the lady told me tat i'm not a member yet.. so i'm supposed to make membership payment before i can borrow any book.. den end up i couldnt make payment too..!! cos i dont have a bill to make any payment, so they are not supposed to collect money frm me.. at the end of the day, i'm still not an SIM student becos i onli takin the bridging course.. haha.. but i still managed to get tat book.. hehe..

went back SP and had lunch at FC6..!! Had Chicken rice..!! it's still as nice as before..!! haha.. went to club to wait for Jia Wen, Zhao Hee and Evlyn.. supposed to meet up for Meng Lui's belated birthday dinner.. played carrom and chinese chess.. won both (most of the times). Bought SUBWAY COOKIES and left to meet my gang..!! =D

Had dinner at Holland V's 3 Monkeys restaurant.. food was considered expensive due to the quality of it.. it's really not nice.. i rarely have bad comments on food.. but this restaurant really serves sucky food.. so yar.. had dinner, had cake, left for SP again..

actually wanted to run in SP de.. but was still too full.. so decided to run upon reaching home.. Kids are havin Song Session and Mass Dance Session.. end like 1hour after i reached..

reached home, chill abit den went to run.. body haven been good for the pass days.. first is left leg injured due to stupid SBJ.. till now still hurts.. den recently, right arm and shoulder starts to ache after the first ORD parade rehearsal.. chest, dont need to say, has been in pain like forever.. Anyway, had tots during the run.. most emo tots.. but nvm.. tat's wat always happens when i run.. haha..

reached home safely.. =D

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P.S.: Food tasted BEST when shared wif someone..!!

Exercises seems EASIER when done wif someone..!!

Movies are BETTER when watched wif someone..!!

so from now onwards, i will share my food wif anyone i noe.. this includes SUBWAY COOKIES..!!! =D

P.P.S.: am i tat scary.?

2010-05-05T23:14:00.004+08:00

Today is 050510..

firstly, is TAN MENG LUI's Birthday..!! Happy Birthday Bro..!! =D

2ndly is my ORD parade..!! it has been a loong wait for tis veri special parade..!! tis parade marks the end to my NS life.. 22months passed jus like tat.. it seems like few days back is onli the enlistment day.. but anyway, kinda sad becos i'm leaving my tis veri special group of brothers and buddies..!! =D

P.S.: watever u do, dont ignore me. ty.. :)

2010-05-02T20:34:00.002+08:00

Its Sunday again..!! Means bookin in day..!! :(

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010510

Yest went for Welfare's Interim Event (Jamie invited me.!).. had breakfast wif grandma in the morning tat y didnt go for CA's event.. Anyway, reached PS at 2.30pm.. Jamie's event supposed to start at 2 lah.. but lucky still in time for the McDonalds Lunch Deal..!!! :) Had McSpicy wif Ml.. Welfare's Event end up started at 4.30..!! was actually thinkin that i have to leave soon cos i'm meetin my pri school friends at 6.30 @ Jurong..!! but after a while i realise i still got 1 hour..!! haha.. so was grouped wif Debate (ShuWen pulled me).. Left at the 2nd game.. :(

Met up wif Song Chee and Jun Yi at JP..!! it has been so long since i last saw JY..!! anyway, went to eat Lai Lai and chat alot..!! talking abt long lost classmates and things that we went tru.. apparently, we cant remember half the class...!!!! haha.. after tat we walked around, went to NTUC Xtra and finally settled down at Old Town White Coffee..!! Carry on chatting and took abit of pics.. =D

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020510

Today, woke up at 5.30AM..!! went over to help wif the house chores and kuey selling..!!

Hm.. watched Ip Man 2..!!! the cinema was quite full wor.. ended up at 3rd row.. lucky was the center seats..

bought Oyster Mee Sua from Shi Lin Snacks and went SP to eat...!! Debate's event today..!! (WanZhen invited me.!) played abit.. enjoyed the games overall lah.. hm.. well done DEBATE..!!

rushed home and now blogging before leaving my hse in a while.. anyway, gtg..!! bye ppl...!!

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P.S.: I think fighting fish not good lah.. stay as goldfish better.. goldfish more cute, fighting fish more violent.. =D

2010-05-01T11:57:00.002+08:00

Done by our very own 3COY CSM.. Thanks Veggie..!!

It sounds gay.. but i love you all..!! haha.. muacks..!! =D

2010-04-30T22:58:00.003+08:00

Tis pics are taken tis year during CNY..!! jus happens to be browsing tru pics and decided to upload them..!! =D

Love them..!! =D

2010-04-30T22:10:00.000+08:00

Headache comes back again..!! Not good..!!!

i tot was caffeine causing the headache.. but i took a cup of white coffee but it didnt turn any better.. maybe it's really the caffeine..!! argh..!!

whole day was busy.. didnt went down SP.. but i heard quite a few grads went down.. which includes Javion, Chaur Cherng, Robin and Heyi.. hm.. heard tat they are weird.. dont noe wat they did there.. haha..

Tml got events again..!! one in the morning, starting in SP.. the second one at Orchard.. dont think i goin for the morning de.. Cos was not invited.. anyway, i wont be free in the morning also.. having breakfast wif family..!! Afternoon's event depends..

Hm.. tml is 1May..!! a memorable day for many of my bunk mates..!! but i dont really care.. it's MAYDAY anyway.. =D

I WANT TO EAT CHEESE CAKE AND SUBWAY COOKIES..!!!

i think i goin to buy subway cookies tml..!! and i'm not sharing..!! Muahaha..!!

P.S: Headache.. pls go away..!! i'm suffering..!! :(

2010-04-29T22:58:00.000+08:00

Came back from Orchard..!! Watch 初恋红豆冰 like finally..!! Yay.. Although didnt watch wif ppl i initially wanted to watch wif, i finally watched it..!! Haha.. It's a nice, heart-warming, funny romance movie.. rating: 7/10.. :D

hm.. Today wrote on facebook.. "

i feel so unwelcome yest.. perhaps i'm really not suppose to be there.. perhaps i shldnt have turn up.. hm......."

by mistake.. was thinkin of the yest.. but didnt actually wanted to write tat down.. but anyway, frm the comments, i realised tat i wasnt really 'unwelcome'..!! At least by the junior-er juniors..!!

So, all i want to say is, DONT STEREOTYPE..!!! One is different from others.. Wat some ppl did or have done doesnt means ppl around him also does the same..!!

Tml i maybe not heading back liao.. Shld be busy for the afternoon part of tml.. so yar..

Hm.. tot of rearing a goldfish.. have had tis thought for veri time le.. i dont wan to be a NATO person.. so i've decided tat i will rear one once i got my own room.. but the question is when.. haha.. No matter wat, i have decided..!! And it WONT DIE..!!! haha.. Dont worry.. :D

Headache..!!!

2010-04-28T20:49:00.000+08:00

Past 2 days in camp.. and the pass 2 day i've got my bridging class..!!! both lessons from 7-10pm.. maths on monday and Econs on tuesday.. was actually late on the maths lesson by 10mins because i left camp at 5.30..!! anyway, lessons wasnt bad lah.. haha..

today received the stiletto finally liao..!! it has been so long.. ppl keep askin abt it for the pass few weeks le.. finally it arrived today..!!

booked out by 2.15, cab home and went SP.. today they are having interim events and so i went down and have a look wif YY.. kind of tired and havin headache at the end.. went home early cos promise my mom tat i'll be back for dinner.. so ya..

realised tat my leg is still not fully recovered.. now sit too long, stand up jiu pain.. haiz.. running 42km at the end of May.. wonder if i can still do it.. sian.. =(

2010-04-25T13:19:00.000+08:00

Pics are not in orders.. but wat i've been doing for the pass months..

ORD loh.!!

Meh's bday..!!

Movie and dinner at Timbre.. =D

Annual Recept wif Jamee..!! =D

CDF COC parade..

another CDF COC pic..

CADC Family tree (from wat we can remember)..

R&R after Atec

Changi Airport before ATEC

Thailand Airport after ATEC...

F.O. Round Up..!!!

2010-04-24T23:25:00.001+08:00

it has been so long since i last post something here le..!! I''m back finally..!! :D

Live is as usual.. recently got busier compared to last time lah.. ORD date no change..!! still 10th May 2010..!! that means 15more days to ORD..!! haha..

hm.. recently started my bridging courses.. for Maths and Econs.. schedules are quite pack actually.. and i'm not veri confident wif the ECONs leh.. is like the lecturer says wat we learn in poly are veri basic onli.. and the first lesson already covered like 40% of wat i learnt in poly liao..

anyway, the lecturer for the maths lessons is nice.. i like the way he teach..!! as for the Econs lecturer, he's quite boring la although he tried to add in some jokes in the middle.. rite.? haha..

last few weeks/month was busy too..!!

went Thailand for ATEC for a month till Mar 22.. touched dwn sg onli, rest one day and proceed with the COC parade for COA and CDF.. after tis 2weeks gone..!!

rest a nite, went for APEX's F.O.C. on the second day.. had fun.. get to noe some campers and more imptly, got to noe all the PCs..!! haha.. Good camp anyway... got nicknames from campers and PCs.. but nvm.. i kuan rong da liang..!! forgive them..! =D

aftercamp got a week of off.. and tis off is so jus nice becos one week later was FO. Fusion..!!! Hm.. tru fusion, got to noe the CADC juniors even better..!! haha.. and enjoyed the event also..!! haha..

another week later is Annual Recep and FO Round up..!! went for both the events and had fun too..!! although was damn tired.. have to thank YY for the ICECREAM..!! and talking abt ice cream, JAMIE stills owes me mochi and paddle pop..!!! =D

2010-01-01T20:30:00.000+08:00

Today is the first day of 2010..!!!

Today is a friday.. my first post of the year.. Hm.. Quite bored today.. mainly because of me bookin in later..!! SO SIAN..!!! Doing guard duty on the second day of 2010.. what a 'good' start..

Anyways, bookin out onli on Sunday.. but i dont think i will be comin home lah.. Cause that day need to book in early again.. so most likely i goin to stay in camp and maybe go Ehub for a movie.. =D

hm.. Nvm.. let me talk abt my resolutions for 2010 ba..

Firstly, i hope i can update my blog more..!! haha.. sometimes really damn lazy to do all this updates..!! haha..

next, hope tat i can reduce my emo-ness.. i think 2010 will be a better year ba.. in many aspects hopefully..

ORD will be in 10th May.. After tat shld be goin for degree.. hopefully i can get into NTU or NUS.. if not at least UOL ba..? Hm.. i'm wondering if i shld go for the overseas anot.. maybe one year in sg, the other in london sounds good.. anyways, not matter which Uni i get ino, i hope i will be able to focus and achieve best results.. =D

k la.. i shld go le.. leaving my hse at 10 later..! shall pdate again..!! cya..!! =D